School's reopening soon...it's scaring me...

现在的心情真的好差。害怕，担忧，怀疑。。。真糟糕。把自己弄得好累哦。该想的时候脑袋一片空白，不该想的时候，又一大堆想法。

Many friends tell me that I'm a weird person, doing weird things. I guess they're right. I'm so weird. Can't understand myself too. 


Feels like going away for a long long time. I want to go overseas!! Thinking of this always make me feel excited! Pleaseeeee, 4months, please pass fast fast! Pleaseeeeee. And not let it be as torturous as before. Pleaseeeeee.

Really miss knowing that there's someone out there who really cares.