2012

Hello people!!!!

Do you miss me? I hope you do! I miss you too!

I'm enjoying myself in KL now! Not that kind of enjoy like "everyday is an exciting day" but rather "everyday is a peaceful day".

I'm now in this Indian shop near the house I stayed in. Awesome shop because it has wifi connection!! Chatting with Tingwei now while waiting for the photos to upload on to Facebook while blogging!:-D

It has been a week since I'm away from Singapore.

So many nights here, there's not a night where I got a good night sleep. So there goes my skin! It got so much worst, so many hateful pimples!!:-(

Last night, I watched new moon! I missed it last time when it's out in the movie!

Finished reading twilight too while I'm here in KL!
I just started reading the twilight series last week! Still new to it! It'snice!

Oh and a new update, I'm going to the class bbq! Yes me! The emo me is going!
But I doubt I'll stay long because I can foreseen that it will be abit uncomfortable.

But still, at least I must show my face and some class spirit! This probably will be the last gathering we have!

So dear Tingwei, please do go too!! I will need you so badly! :-(
Love you:-)

2012 is coming and 2011 is leaving. I have not much feeling. I'm feeling indifferent. But I know inside me, a part of me, I do look forward to the new year. What I look forward to actually, is becoming unofficially 17. It's a nice age. I like it.

Bye people! Happy new year and I miss you! :-D

I'm in my relative house now. The house IW stayed in didn't have wifi connection so I have to come to another person's house. Oh and dear tingwei and amelia my friends, if you are reading this, I am so very super jealous. YOU TWO ENT OUT AND ALSO TOOK SO MANY PHOTOS! And everytime I want to take photos you..you..hmph!

Anyway I'm having a GREAT time here too!

Nah. Not really.

Ok I'm done. Miss you guys.

:-)

Hi! In KL for the 3rd day already! I'm adapting pretty well here :-D But not being able to communicate with my grandma is driving me mad. I can't speak her dialect :-(
I'm sick. So unlucky! Here I am, to have fun, yet I'm sick.
Super short post because I'm in a hurry.

Ok bye!

leaving

I'm leaving now.
On the way to Kl. 24/12/2011 to 3/1/2012
Merry Christmas & happy new year & don't contact me through phone.
tyvm.

I'm actually excited leaving Singapore. Because if there's nothing here for me, I'll hope that something exciting will be awaiting me in another country.

Take care my friends. I will see you next year.

I will miss judo too.

No internet connection in another country but if I'm lucky I'll be able to find wifi connection somewhere. So stay tuned because when that happens I'll blog.

Miss you.
:)

BEAST_FICTION

Judo today was tough. We learnt many new moves and all but it's still very super fun!

I'm sorry but this post will be short because I have nothing to say already since I've told everything to TingWei!

We just had heart-to-heart talk on the phone kay! Very pro right!

And so I found another chat partner other than my brother and Tingwei say she's willing to hear me talk! I'm so glad and grateful! Now I don't need to wait alone at home for my brother to come back so that I can chat with him. :D

Oh yea, I almost forgot. Before judo, I went shopping with Oh Yu Zhen! :D We met super early(in my opinion) so after I reached home I'm like almost dead. Took a short nap before going to judo(I shouldn't have even took it!)

YuZhen and I went to orchard to window shop and then we went to catch a movie. Watched alvin and the chipmunks 3!!! Love it! THEY ARE SO CUTE. I love Theodore! He's super cute! I love Alvin too! They are sooooooo cute! :D

We went to somerset after the movie. Walked around and went around see see in Zara, Mango, Marc by marc jacobs etc.

Oh yea I'm working tomorrow can you believe it! :( Here come muscle ache with working. And I have to rush from one place to another place somemore!

Ok bye!

PS I am so happy I found another chat partner.

Dear bus, please move faster!! I GIVE YOU STRENGTH!!!!

Happening

15/12

I went Thomson Plaza with my brother! And yes, I have a nice brother who will bring his little sister out shopping<3 We went out at night and on the way we bumped into his friend who's saying how my brother is so good bringing me out. :) Well I can say I'm a nice sister too accompanying my brother out shopping! :D











16/12




Sick. Terribly sick.
This day was eventful. I was sick in the morning and then at night, I went to my Dad's company year end parttyyy! Cool much. Got high fever out of no where and no one was there for me so I took care of myself. And I do mean it. Took my own temperature, put cold towel on my forehead, drink lots of water etc. Went to the doc and tada, I'm still alive!:D Pretty pitiful actually when I thought of how I'm all alone when I'm suffering. But glad I survived it. So I'm pretty much up for the PARTY by evening! Posted the photos! Average party at an awesome location I'll say that. :D










17/12





Shopping at Hougang Mall when the sun set. :D If you have nothing, create something.
Why I say that? Because I kind of ran away on my own at night from the house. It's kind of dramatic but basically no one's bringing me out and I'm dejected and I felt like I'll go crazy if I continue to stay home. So without thinking, I took everything I needed and rushed out. My mum followed closely behind worried.
Ended up at Hougang Mall shopping!
This is what I bought: 1short from Cotton On, 3tops from Bossini, 3tops from Iora, 2shorts from Hue and lastly 1short from Kiyo.
I'm a happy girl!:D











18/12





Nothing. Just stayed home playing with my jigsaw puzzle. Oh yea, did I mention that I love playing with jigsaw puzzle? Oh hell yes! Love it!! So I spent the whole night trying to complete the 1000piece jigsaw puzzle.














19/12

I went bliss today! Full stop. -.- That's the only thing I did today. Come to think of it, it's true! Well I chatted on the phone with JiaXin, YuZhen and Sheryl. So I can say I kind of catch up with these ladies too today!:D

So that concludes my last five days!

I'll be back for more! Don't miss me too much, thank you.

PS I love my Dad.
:D

new skin

Ok so I changed my blogskin do you like it? XD Actually I kind of just saw this and then hmm quite nice and I changed it. Didn't bother to think too much over which skin to choose anymore. My computer is currently throwing tantrums and it just down there, couldnt move a thing so I'm blogging from my phone. Later..later I'll check again to see if my com is feeling better so I can blog a proper post.

Till then.

IU

Liking her more and more. IU!♥

Doing everything alone. Shopping alone..eating alone..

Stay tuned people! Tomorrow will be an exciting day!I hope!:D

FIRST LESSON

My FIRST lesson!!!:D I'm excited!! Hahas!

It's fun and it's not as scary as I've imagined!But then what I didn't expect was that there's no girl! Only the coach is girl the rest are guys! So imagine how I stepped inside the room and everyone stared at me! But then I got to know them and they are all nice people!:D This two guys who are new, like me, they are from the same primary school as Amelia and they know her too! So cool! So first lesson. And being the only girl. It was tough. And awkward. Cause you have to partner people to practice and so I partner with the coach. But then I tried once with the guy and it was awkward. And it's the first time I kind of hug a guy. Someone not from my family.

But still judo's fun! So I didn't regret signing up for it. And even if I regretted it, there's no turning back because I paid for it! If you didn't know, I actually learned Taekwondo before! But then that time I regretted it or something so I didn't continue. This time round I'm going to continue learning Judo. At least for the first semester.

And I have cool plans now!! And I'm excited about it! Going to execute my plans soon!

Take care people. :D

Seriously, what's happened to me. I need to start living and not just existing.

If you're interested

I think that what this person mentioned is worth sharing. Read it if you're interested.


Looks like there is a lot of good reviews for MI.

As I have mentioned in some other previous threads. It will not be a waste of time if you put in effort. It will only be a waste of time if you do not put in effort to study. I do admit that a good schooling environment will most definately help a student. However, that is not entirely true. The student has the larger role to play. Do not expect anyone to spoon- feed or babysit you. It's no longer in Primary school. I am sure Primary school these days encourage independent learning too.

How much you wish to achieve is entirely up to you. You can blame the whole world for not doing well. But ultimately, you need to reflect and evaluate if you have done and put in sufficient effort. Bystanders can give you all the advice they want, but at the end of the day, you have to ask yourself, what are your goals or aims in life. What do you aim to achieve after so many years in the education system. I believe no path is a dead path.

For those choosing to go JC's. Do not be mislead that it is all pretigious and stuff. Because I have seen people who have failed, retained and had to do A levels again. I can tell you that embarassment is unbearable. I have seen my own friends having to re-take or some even worse getting kicked out after Year 1. Schools will always project how good their school are and reflect all the good statistics. I can tell you, its all a smoke screen. They are just trying to boost their own image. I have a good friend from one of the top jc (not going to name which one), after 2 years of A level, he attained nothing out of it. No UNI entry, and he had to retake his A levels and enter those kind of private UNIs in Singapore. How pathetic is that? It is a true story.

Life is not a bed of roses, there is only so much advice people can give you. At the end of the day, its all hardwork. Nothing but hardwork. Complacency always leads to failure. And that is what happened to some of my JC batch.

Nothing

Hello my readers! How are you? Enjoying life much?

I have nothing. I've nothing on my mind. Nothing on my to-do list. Nothing awesome.
Only mundane things. Watching movies, reading books, practicing my instruments or just staring into space. It is making me sick. Having nothing to do. The inactivity is making me fall sick.

It hurts too. Hurts my head.

But what should I do? Go working? Who will want to employ someone who can only commit for less than two weeks? Go malaysia? Even if I have nothing to do now, it doesn't mean everybody else have nothing to do. How can I disturb people's life?

Things aren't the way it should be.

So I played with my phone(awesome really! love my phone! ). Tried to change blog skin but couldn't find one that's nice and suitable. Updated my tumblr.

Do visit my tumblr!

www.yilians.tumblr.com

Thanks peeps!

I'll continue to update you on what I've been doing! Such as what movies I've watched or what books I'm reading.

Stay tuned!

"Yes, he thought, between grief and nothing I will take grief."

The house I stayed in and the room I slept in!







































10/12

Party day!

Got up in the morning around 7.30am and got a big shock. Almost everyone in the room disappeared! What the hell, so early?! I thought. Dim sum for breakfast. After we return to the house, we watched Avatar to pass time and it's damn nice!! A long movie but interesting! Shopping after Avatar, went to Jusco this time round.

After walking the WHOLE Jusco, it's not even 3! Lunched and head back. So we got 4more hours before the party commence. Did some reading, tried to take a nap but end up playing with the kids.

PARTY!

Saw eclipse! So cool!

Went back to Singapore in my Dad's car.

Watched YESMAN when I'm home!
So I slept at 4 last night.

End of trip. :)

11/12

Gym with Jiaxin!!:D Finally I exercised! More than one month already!
Fun! But don't know how to use the equipments.
Jiaxin was there to guide me and she's a pro! Super pro!
There's this two guys who are kind enough to help me this noob too!

Had dessert after gym!

Bye!:D

Is Yes Man nice? YES!

I'm back. I'm back early. Avatar very nice! Blog another day :)

I found a shop with wifi connection AGAIN.

YOOHOO!~

So we went shopping! Went to Jusco and then to City Square and lastly, KSL. They are awesome because there's pretty clothes everywhere but I didn't buy anything. Don't ask me why. So many times I saw something I like I just RESIST. I must be crazy.

Having tea now.

Hopefully, really, we can head home soon.

Ciao!

I'm now in Malaysia for the second day. :-D So so so glad that i found wifi connection in this shop I'm in now!XD

So my first morning here. Arrived here last night at around 10. Living in a big house but feeling lonely. But still, I had a good night sleep. So had breakfast with my 2nd aunt family at 8plus. When we got back to the house, we used near one hour just trying to operate the television set.

Listened to Abba and watched one movie that has Li Lianjie which I don't understand what they are talking about. So did some reading. Basically there's NOTHING to do in the house so we have to keep ourselves entertained.

If you haven't know, I'm here for my cousin's birthday party on Sat.

And PLS don't contact me by phone :-( Someone help me tell Michelle :-(

I have to eat now!!
And I wonder when's the next time I got to come online.

Till then!:-D

I'M LEAVING FOR MALAYSIA SO PLEASE DON'T CONTACT ME.
WILL BE BACK ON SUNDAY. MUACKS.

Breaking

6/12

This is the longest time I spent buying presents. Went out with this lady over there! We were out at 11am. Amk hub first before we trained to orchard. Lunched there. Then trained to somerset but walked back to orchard. We were really clueless. And we walked the same street for N time. Trained to Dhoby Ghaut as our last stop before heading home. It was eight thirty when I reach home.

Even though it was REALLY tiring, we had endless fun! Tons of LOL moments for us!:DDD

And there's this mirror in a toilet that we can't even see our face!! I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS! How inconsiderate! But it was super funny!

We walked till our legs feel like it's breaking anytime.











































































To my dear friend:

Dear Amelia, I read your blog and I'm glad that you are touched by the presents. Actually, it's not the card that's the main character if you haven't notice. It's the box of cards. That box of cards is the main highlight of the presents. It's the present that I put in the most effort in for the sixteen years of life(abit exaggerating). But still, I started preparing for it since August. And the shopping with Tingwei we spent almost whole day searching for the suitable box and all. And then hours writing and writing. But forgive me for my messy handwriting. I want you to know that you are worth every effort we put in for you. Hope you will love it. Sweet sixteen.
xx

I don't know what I'm feeling now. But it's definitely negative. I don't even have the mood to cry out loud. Looking horrible now. Breaking dawn today was nice. Forgive me people. I'll blog properly tomorrow.

I went working today!:D

My aunt called me suddenly again and I went working again!
It's as usual tiring but then business is better which is good!~~
Something good about working there is you get to meet different peeps!
If you are lucky, you get to serve nice-looking people! Woots!~
Last friday work day I got to serve one handsome guy!
He just smiles at you sweetly and you will melt. Hahas!
I'm loving the feeling of working more and more. Am I crazy?:D

I have cool colleagues! So it makes it more fun!

Free chicken rice! Today I had the best chicken rice ever! The chicken was so soft I love it! Then they tell me it's the backside of the chicken. Went home and asked my Dad, he says it's bad! It has toxic in it and eating too much of it you will be sick or something. My Mum says it's good! You will get more smooth skin!

Who should I believe?!

And I had weird dreams! And I am someone who look very much into the hidden meaning of dreams! O.O

Shopping on Tues! Movie on Wed! Malaysia on Thurs! I'm going Malaysia!!~

Byebyebyebyebye!

Update

2/12

Work day.
I was called to work at the very last minute because my aunt needed people. So I canceled my plan to go band and went workinggggg!~ It's nice meeting my colleagues (I consider them to be) after a full year. They are still the same old pattern and fun too! My work day went quite smoothly and I'm getting better this time round due to the experience gained last year. :-D But it's hard work for little money. After a day of working, we packed and left. I can say I did my best and well, it's not another slacking day which is good. But it's so hard work that I had many realisation. My aunt is too pitiful. It's not even her choice. She wanted to receive education when she's young but her request was ignored due to the time when people are biased against girls. Study hard people when we got such a good opportunity.

3/12

Shopping day.
I am out to the town with jiaxin!! Yoohoo!~ It's our first time out shopping after O level can you believe it! We went shop shop at orchard ion had dessert there too but because it's too cold so we went back to ang mo kio. I bought a wallet at the wallet shop and a short at mango. Jiaxin bought a shoe! We were out for the whole day! HAPPY day!:-D
Even though I don't show, but I hope you know how much I love you.

4/12

Slacking day.
And yes, I just slacked the day away. Well I watched hours of drama and did some reading.

Okay bye!