pasta pasta

I just started watching this drama! Hmm...I think it's going to be great! It's only the second episode and I'm loving it!
How I spent my day? Today, I overslept! Felt pretty guilty because Mr Tan was late because of me.
I didn't sleep last night because I couldn't sleep and because I was watching drama! So Mr Tan fetched Sheryl and YiLian to huayi secondary to practice. It has been looooong since I last seen Mr Tan! I missed him! I know he missed me too! :D So Sheryl and YiLian didn't play we just watched huayi play for three hours. I was reflecting.

My conclusion: I miss playing in a band.

And then I envy the band members there for two reasons. Firstly, they can play in a band. Secondly, they can play in a good band. What I mean good is they are playing together, enjoying the music together. There are many definitions of good, like good players playing together. But if they don't play as a band, even if individually they are good, it won't produce the same effect.

After their practice, YiLian, Sheryl and Mr Tan went for lunch together!:D We were chatting and all before heading home!

I'm going to my cousin house to play later on! And maybe visit Amelia and Sheryl who will be working!! Hah!
Mr Tan's idea! Visit them and ask them to serve me! Order a cup of tea and sit there for hours staring at them working and give them pressure! Weeee~~~ Hahas!

Tomorrow I'm going back mayflower! Hopefully I won't oversleep again!>< I've already overslept for two days straight!


It's scary when you are too free!

Think about how you view yourself in your own head. Do you think mostly about the things you feel you' re lacking-do you think you're not pretty enough, smart enough, articulate enough? Do you spend most of your time dwelling on the things that hold you back? This us how the unconscious mind keeps its grip on us. The mind has a fear of fulfilment, and as a perfection-seeking organism its job is to keep telling you what's wrong, what you can keep striving for. It thrives on the negative dialogue, and the more engaged with life you become the less attention you will end up giving it.

I made up my mind! Woohoo~

Alone

Shoppinggg with Amelia, Sheryl AND Michelle just now!! Woohooo~~
We went to illuma first and then went to bugis street for awhile before finishing with a dinner at Sheryl's workplace!! :D Great~ We were out till late and even though I'm now not used to it, it's great to finally be doing SOMETHING. Hah! I mean, it's great to finally be OUT of house! Wonderfuull feeling~ You won't believe how I went home feeling satisfied. Even though I didn't buy ANYTHING at all. Just window shopping and shopping for Amelia's sake.
Therefore, I'm finding work! I'm no longer just THINKING but finding.
Me: 我要出去找工作了。Brother: 好啊！至少你不会在家翘屁股了！
Later will be out to meet the employer with Amelia. XD

Alone. I've tried doing almost everything alone. But not shopping for clothes alone. I guess I'm going to try it tomorrow!! Before meeting the person later on and before meeting Amelia I'm going shopping alone. I hope...Successfully.
Bye!

How are you

Finished watching 49days!
So touching! Funny too!:D

21/11
Missed prom! Spent my time at home. Watching drama! No money luh!

20/11
Cut my hair :D Finalllyyyy! The first thing I wanted to do after O level! And I waited for 4days!! Nice things are worth the wait.

17/11

Movie plus badminton with Shimin and Amelia.
The movie was kind of nice :D
Because it's kind of scary and I got scared for like a few times!
It's scary so it's nice but I don't get the ending so it's not nice.
Hmm..anyway I had fun! :D

Reminiscing

15/11/2011

Cousin's birthday 'party' plus dinner with relatives and brother :D
Even though we are all living under the same sky, it's been as long as one year since all of us had seen each other and sit together to chat. We are so close to each other yet so far ):
It's nice just catching up like this :D After eating, we sit around and chat for hours before going home. :D

Things will not always go the way I want.

After slacking, I have to take a rest before starting my work. Because slacking takes up energy too. :-X

Is it really...ending soon?

kyuhyun.... 7 years of love (eng subs)

Sleep . Study. Computer . Sleep . Computer.

As much as I fear a life with exams after exams, I fear an aimless life.

一样爱着你

不怕末日　因为我有你
你給我的　不计较原因
我一直相信　笑容不需要练习

忘不了你　慌张的表情
像捨不得　消失的流星
我无法相信　你把我留在原地

找着等着　我想你　想得彻底
就让我　痛着喊着用力哭泣

我还是一样的爱着你
不管多少人勸我放弃
有时候我会哼起回忆
这是你可以　給我的勇气

我还是一样的爱着你
等待的幸福更不需要怀疑
我知道我可以　一直这样爱你

忘不了你　慌张的表情
像捨不得　消失的流星
我无法相信　你把我留在原地

找着等着　我想你　想得彻底
就让我　痛着喊着用力哭泣

我还是一样的爱着你
不管多少人勸我放弃
有时候我会哼起回忆
这是你可以　給我的勇氣

我还是一样的爱着你
等待的幸福更不需要怀疑
我知道我可以　一直这样爱你

回到过去　Oh
是你牵著我保护我　是你一直爱着我

有时候我会哼起回忆
这是你可以　给我的勇氣

我还是一样的爱着你
等待的幸福更不需要怀疑
我知道我可以　一直这样爱你

我永远都願意　一直这样爱你

Nice nice!

Hungry hungry!
The drama is taking F.O.R.E.V.E.R to load!
I hope I didn't make the wrong choice of not sleeping! ><

Man! This is tiring! History is over.
Should I sleep or use com? But I'm tooooo tired to sleep!!!!

What I studied came out. Good good. And then, ss is....over!YIPEE!!

If you feel something for someone and you don't express it, it's selfish. You should never assume that someone knows how you feel. It takes a strong person to be vulnerable. Put aside differences, forgive others, say,'I love you' whenever you have the chance. Even if the effort is not reciprocated, you'll know that you did your part.

Erin Sanders

I'm satisfied with POA and I'm not confident with Biology. A super extremely tired day.
SS tomorrow. Come on. I'M NOT SCARED OF YOU!!><

I'm so tired. But I couldn't sleep every night. Insomnia has hit me.

How to fall asleep?How to quieten down the voices in my head?

How to beat insomnia :(

I'm real lucky I have no papers later on.

I know I know. I SHOULD go and sleep now, but I COULDN'T.

I might as well share with you something!

I super LOVE this series! I'm catching it everyday ,7pm!

Of course, I won't neglect my studies because of it. (:

BUT then..I' m sooo gonna finish it after o!!

Good night/morning!