Hi. Emo again. That's why I'm back.
Skipped school. Because the loneliness I felt when I'm in school is eating me alive. I don't know if anybody will understand how I feel. But the pain felt really really real. It's not so different from the pain of physical injury.
This morning I was on my Dad's car when my friend sms me saying that she's not going to go school again. From that moment, I lost all the motivations to go to school. I wanted to turn back and go back home. So I tried reasoning w my Dad. But he drove me right INTO the school. When I got off the car, I was on the verge of tears already. Sounds very stupid and primary-schooish right? Like a child who don't like going to school so she cries and hopes that her Dad will let her off. But no.
I got off the car and went straight to a spot in sch that has nobody. And sat there and tears start dropping out. And I took early leave. The end.
I don't think there's a need to speak of all those emotional struggles anymore.
