Tuesday, September 27, 2011

do you bother enough to care

Yesterday's marina barrage trip was not as bad as expected. But I was emotionally drained after I came home and I slept for hours. Little was accomplished.

Today, history repeat itself. I slept for hours as well and I am only left with THREE hours to study! ><
School these days are weirdly exhausting, when in fact, we didn't do much. I guess it's all those pretense that's taking away most of my energy.

Mrs Thomas said today that if we are thinking of all those chemistry equations, math formulas, hitler and stalin when we are sleeping, it shows that we are not resting well enough. And that by dreaming of them while sleeping, we are not really registering them into our subconscious but in fact they are only at the surface and we will forget them very soon. Ohno! And I thought it was a good thing to dream about them.: (

These days I've been having weird dreams! Dreams that are very extreme, one night I can be having a very sweet dream and next night I will be having a nightmare! But the positive aspect overtook the negative aspect. Because my sweet dreams are tooo~ sweet. Hehe. I found myself looking forward to the end of the day.

And I'm going to sleep soon! Mrs Thomas says it is important to have a good night sleep!
Wish you have a sweet dream.


There seems to be a voice in my head constantly telling me that I am not good enough, sometimes, it will tell me that I'm bad. Always reminding me. Always.