Tell you the truth, I've been slacking these few days. I'm not out studying and I'm not studying at home.

And I've been having sleepless nights. This morning, my brother and I went jogging and flying kite!

Before the sun rise, we were jogging and I'm ahead of my brother! Because he slowed down intentionally :( My drive came from him as I ran with all my might thinking, Don't overtake don't overtake don't overtake. If he really run, he'll soon be out of my sight. And then we went kite flying. It's my first time and after several failed attempts I finally managed to fly it high! The feeling was too awesome! After we are satisfied, we head back home and I manage to catch up with my sleep.

Tomorrow shall be my last SWSY practice and the day after shall be my violin exam!!! Omg.

After my violin exam, I'm hoping I will find back the momentum again and chiong my studies. It marks the start of intensive studying.

Anyway, haiz. There's this person who I think find joy in me not studying. When I'm down, you will be happy and when I'm up, you will be worried.

It's okay because I think almost everyone can't help having these kind of thoughts. But making it so obvious is not making me very happy.

I will give my best shot!(: