古人说：“勿以善小而不为，勿以恶小而为之。”
不要因为好事太小而不去做，不要因为坏事太小而去做。
No matter what, after quite awhile and I still have a lot of feelings when I heard our SYF recording.
I mean, we went through a lot right. But we made it. And none of the section actually fail us like how others had expect. I'm really thankful to whoever up there.
Back to today.
The impact was great when I received my Bio paper. Yes, I did expect myself to get low grades but not that low. It's together with my Chem now. Like what the.
My mood was really affected then.
And yes, I scored low, I scored lowest. 垫底you know.
Dumb. I should really focus on what's important. The chinese passage is really right, in life it's normally not the big things that conquer us but all those small little things.
I worry too much. I shouldn't even put my focus there.
And so I went home.
At that point of time, I can't bring myself to go band. With this kind of results. I don't know how.
I went back to school for chinese night study. I'm planning to go for all of it now.
And then rush off to yoga, and when it was ending, my tears just flow out I can't believe it too.
太多烦心的事。
It's all in my mind. In my mind's eye, I saw something so ugly. It reflects my feelings then.
So I tried my utmost to imagine beautiful stuffs, imagine the blue sky and green grass. But the tears still flow out.
I decide I shall not talk to my mum about it. Since I'm not confident I won't break down before even getting my message across.
BUT STILL, that's the past. When I'm most vulnerable.
I will get back to my chinese. I did all the written work and I'm finishing it. Tell me am I doing enough? Will it ensure that I will get my A1?
I really don't want to retake. And the only choice is to get A1.
I hope when the paper end, I can say, 我尽全力了。
Dear yilian, remember your will. That you want to go JC then University. Because if you lose your will you lose yourself, don't lose yourself k!
I'm sorry. I will find back my focus. Because I don't think you still care about me.
