I have to tell you I had a bad day. A day I consider wasted because I was angry. But then I had a nap, a long one, which helped a lot. I consider myself healed from the day 's craziness. It was not a good sleep that revitalize me, just one that made me less tired.
How much tear do you want me to shed for you ah band.
I am giving my best, even if I am not, I am willing to give my best. So why don't you?
My brother's currently in Thailand, my mother just went to Malaysia. Oh how lonely. I will be alone with Daddy until Sunday. Miss them so, my confidant. But lucky my dad is one of them. We are close!:D
There is a question that keeps on ringing in my head I want to know the answer.
Papa says I should speak up for myself. It made me feel helpless.
They says that a leader should not cry infront of his/her followers. The reason is simple.
They will know that you are weak and that they can bully you.
But I shall say why not? Nobody is right or wrong. You cry because you are sad you are angry.
But that doesn't mean I will allow anyone to bully me.
Like I said, I had a bad day. I kept on reflecting. It was on things that I have no answer to.
Papa says I should concentrate on my studies because all these are small things. In the working world, things are worst. Your enemies will want your money, your position, your status or even your life. There will be no one to shield you or to take you in care. You ARE on your own.
I shed tears of anger. How disappointing you are.
Everything I shall take in my stride.
Life is short and I shall live in my own way.
I will push myself further and get out of my comfort zone for everything I do.
It is all up to you now. Because you must know time is running out. Everything will come to an end and it is up to you if the end will be beautiful or, ugly.
It is better to light a candle than curse the darkness.
Goodluck.
yilian:D
