Wednesday, March 23, 2011

23 march 2011, 15days to SYF, 66days to chinese 'O' level. I don't know what I'm doing now. Time is ticking by all the moment.
Show, don't tell .
It's an important element in writing narrative. It's also applicable in real life.
Show and not tell. But it's so hard to show. Telling is simple for me. I can say almost so easily.

An example.
person A: person B, go and punish that person because she did something wrong.
next day
person A thinking. Oh my god, how can she do that? It's wrong! What to do?
And then person A will start to argue with herself whether or not she should punish or whether or not what she did is really wrong. Maybe it is acceptable?

Whoever it is, it will always be easier to say than to do. That 's when great courage comes in.

Back to me.
My heart felt heavy. When I see her, my heart sank. Something must has gone wrong.
But what is it?
I am confused. I am feeling miserable.

I think I know. It all come down to a simple courage. Confidence.

It's the moment when you felt you have lost yourself.
And while you are trying desperately to find back yourself, you lost others.

I have to stop and think.

Some things are important, some are less important. I am bad at prioritising.
That's why even my life turn out in this state.
I fall in love with this piece in an instant. I love the melody because it remind me of the dramas I watched! This video is not as nice as the original:(

When I am not truthful, what do I expect in return?
I don't understand why I used near 10minutes to blog this too when I am not truthful.
Why must this blog be public? It made me careful of what I wrote.
Yet I want it to still be because inside me I know I want people to reach out to me.

I really am clueless what to do. I shall take a rest and then face it when I am fully awaken.
Why can't I understand that just being able to breathe and live is the most wonderful thing.

yilian.