aunt: wah you are already thinking of next year!
yilian: yea, i am going to stay there for the whole holiday
aunt: why?!?!you got so many months! at least 3months for you next year
yilian: yea thats why i want go back and stay with them. i think that we spent too little time together.
aunt: dont lah, go work. next year people will want hire you already, its a good time to work
yilian: what for? is money that impt?
aunt: no. but it's not about money leh, it's about work experience. its a good time to acquire experience, so nxt time you will know
yilian: *starts thinking*
My heart: What I really want is to baleh kampong and stay with my relatives. My brain: But work experience is impt, and I don't know when I will have the chance to work part time alr. And almost all will go try out working, I will lose out if I don't.
The losing out part is stupid I know, but that's what I thought. I will have disadvantage over the rest. I will see how as we move on.
MOVE ON BECAUSE LIFE GOES ON. Now lets just enjoy our last five days of 2010 and MOVE ON to a better year ahead! 2010 gives me good memories.