Business is bad. Is worst. I'm sad.

Now I found it hard to find time for other stuffs. Fees not paid. Presents not bought.

But, I am going early tomorrow to self practice! Like damn early!:D

I just hope that any teacher can open the rooms for me at that time!

Today is the 19th. I looked at the calender. Two more weeks and holiday is over.

Goodbye:D

EDIT: I have to say, sometimes people have to just accept to their fate.

It's sad. Real sad.

While I chat with my aunt, I realised and understood, a lot.

They can't enjoy life.

They kept quiet. But their heart is shouting out at you.

I felt it.

How they have already resigned to their fate.

Yes, they work at hawker centre. They are working at low class places.

But so what. At least they are working hard. They are giving their best. Why are you looking down on them when they did nothing wrong. It is NOT their choice.

In fact, because they suffered, they will be a better person.

Better than those who live at comfort.

I was so sad. I can't do anything now. But I hope I can do so in the future.

I want to give them the best things. I want them to enjoy life.

So, for now, what I can do is just to study hard. Real hard.

So that I can get good grades and get into a good school.

Study because you want a life of choice. And then I can get a good job.

I don't want it to be just a dream. Yet sadly, for now, it is.

I have already, neglected my studies.