Yishun Life

Ya. I only manage to upload these three photos out of the many. LOL. My computer really too slow I also don't know what to do. Heh. :X

Hold on to your promises

Hey I'm blogging again . (:

Life's been fine, somtimes great. I can feel myself changing. Yes, I felt it. I'm talking to more people, more open minded, happier. Bumped into quite a few people I know on the street as well and one of them is someone significant to me! Feels like that someone enters my life again! :)

But I'm getting more easily irritated. Can't stand noise. Easily annoyed. Lucky for me, they happen only when I'm studying or after I studied. I don't know. But work are starting to pile up already. I 'm glad I rejected my aunt's offer to work during the weekend. I managed to revise quite a lot today. Really. No more working fr me! If not I wonder how I'm going to cope!

If you haven't know, I'm crazily, seriously addicted to running man! It's a korean variety show btw. Super fun and funny! Great way to relieve stress too! :D

I watch it when I'm too stress. When I'm happy. And sometimes when I'm sad :(

You know, I don't know how to trust ppl. Seriously don't know. I really suspect I have trust issues. I don't know who is real, who is fake.

But so, in this world you are together with ppl yet alone. Does it matter really?

live

Hi people, I am having my piano exam tomorrow morning! *nervous*

It's been long since I blog a proper post. Talking about my life, what has been happening, what is going to happen etc.
Honestly, I don't know what to say too. I mean, how, if I can sum up my life now in one sentence.

The the past few days, I have been chionging piano. And I mean it. Chiong to the extent I'm sick and tired of the piano. Chiong till everytime I thought of piano my hand hurts. But it's okay. Because after tomorrow, all of this is going to end.
*PRAY*
I really pray that everything goes well. Because now I feel like almost every part can go wrong. The moment I get too nervous. The moment I mind blank. The moment I play wrongly and panicked. Gg.

Putting piano aside, my friends say I look like cat!! To be more specific, they say I look like zhao cai mao!! Do I???

I'm not very happy! :( Because it means my face very fat! :(
Zhao cai mao the face yuan yuan one mah!
So I'm now half rabbit half cat! ~~ (sounds weird, looks weird!)

Talking about friends, for a period of time, I'm quite upset because of friend stuff.

Here comes Jc, here go friends~ If you know what I mean.
And then I start to reflect about it. Is it really worth it? Because of Jc life, I start to drift away from my beloved friends.
The tight schedule is one thing, fooling myself into thinking that if I miss all the outings or chattings and stay home, I will get good grades is another thing.

Because of that mindset, I feel empty.
I realise I need friends. I need friends I can talk to. To laugh with.

SHIFT OF MINDSET!

Studies is one thing, having a balanced life is another thing! :D
Do not because of studies you become no - life!
But do not forget about studies too!

Always blogging about biology, chemistry, how I cannot catch up in class blablah I not happy, you not happy too!

HAHAHA. YAY! I should have kankai earlier!

Anyway, I have been feeling good these days!

"I feel so good, ah! oh I feel so good ah! oh I feel so oh I feel so oh I feel so good ah! ah! ah! ah! ah~~~"

laziness

Reward comes to the hard working. The lazy always lag behind. If you are lazy and do not study, how will you gain knowledge? You will remain ignorant. If you are lazy, your exam will come but your studies will be not finished. If you are lazy, your school bus will come, but you will miss it.

忍不住　想要愛你的衝動

Dinner date with Sheryl

Photos! (Not in order!~)

In the class!

Bumped into JunHui at the bus-stop after my dinner date with Sheryl. Chatted for quite awhile and he kind of filled me in with recent band stuffs. JunHui ahh, jiayou ahh!~ :D

In the class!

GREAT time spent with Sheryl catching up! Sheryl ahh, stay strong ahh!~

See you :D

When all you think of is nothing

After school, I dropped by Amelia's and Michelle's work place, MOF!

Chatted with them!~ And had dinner with my Mum over there. Then met up with my relatives! My ahma from Kuala Lumpur came over to Singapore. So we went over to see her.

Eateateat. I eat and eat! Fat liao la!~

Today I think I'm too slack~ I didn't touch my books at all tonight!

Things are still quite slack now. But looking at my calender, I can foreseen how things will be for the next few weeks. Events after events!! Ugh!

• Dinner date with Sheryl
• Saturday CVD!! YJC WILL BE HAVING THEIR OWN CARNIVAL. Come down and support k!

March:

• I am going to J1camp!! We will be going to johor baru for four days! Woohoo! Are you excited for me!!
• Judo first grading! Hope everything goes well.
• Piano grade7 exam. Omg! I'm still not ready!!
• Interact club birthday celebration. So we will be organising a birthday party for Joy centre's elderly. I'm in-charge of food!
• Interact club spring cleaning. Going to some place to do spring cleaning for them. :/

OK! Photos time!~

See you. :D

School

Dear people. I guuess it's been long since I blogged. I apologise to people who I disapppoint!
I'm lazy! I'm busy! :/ Trying to adapt to jc life currently! Adapting to the new school! I'm liking the school cafe! I'm not liking the school canteen! And I'm still searching for this little comfortable place where I can slack and hang out at!
Longer post coming up soon~

og13

JUNE! :D

With our awesome OGLS! Sylvia. Alice.

Not in photo: Dawn(She stayed in school!:( )

And also the guys. Because this is erm...a girl's toilet?

Teckwoon. Jonathan. Patrick.

Today is the last day we are together as a OG.

They are all awesome OGLS!

new school

I am in my new school. It's already the 2nd day! YJC!

Just a quick post before I go to bed. First, I am not used to waking up this early! From now on, I have to wake up no later than 6am and by 6.45am I have to be at the bus stop already if I don't want to be late. So first day of school, which is on Tuesday, I reached school at around 6.45am. Well, because my awesome Dad fetch me there! Yay(Y). But it turns out that it may not be such a great thing. Met new schomates already. Sindu! The first person. And also Amanda. So because we were too early, we sat around and wait. The wait was torturous. We did do some small talk, but all didn't last. We were all tensed up. Typical first day of school. Proceeded to the hall for long talks. That seems to conclude the first day. By talks after talks. And also, getting to know each other. This is the stage that determines whether ypu will have a friend. Or not.

JUNE! She's really cute. XD We clicked the moment we started talking. She came from tkgs. I like how she is not judgemental, how she listens to you talk. Her little actions are cute too. And she's just like me! She's petite!

I really hope we will end up in the same class!

Next, our OGLS! :D Even though I don't show it, they are too awesome for their own good! The OGLS are REALLY united. And high. HAHA. But also, their main purpose was to let us enjoy. They are really committed to their work. Well, I couldn't say for sure other OGLS, but og13's ogls sure are!

Their enthusiasm are contagious. Nobody can deny that they show great leadership.

If everything else is a failure, at least I am sure our OGLS are not.

Tomorrow, which is Thursday already(time flies!), we will out in the yishun area.For amazing race! Yeah! Right. I hope I can be enthu about it too. But I can't imagine how it will be like.

It will also be the last day we will be together as a OG. This is life, seriously. Just when you are getting comfortable, they push you forward. You can only keep on progressing. Because life don't wait. Because time don't wait.

It IS saddening being separated like that. Even though we are not that close among ourselves.

Anyway, we just have to accept it and move on.

Just earlier on, my brother shoved me the TIME magazine to read an article he deemed as interesting. It is really thought-provoking and wise. And who knows. With just one article I can get so many answers my heart were searching for all along.
Just an extract:

"So it can be for all of us introverts.
From the moment we wake up to the second we go to sleep-preferably after relaxing with a book in bed-introverts live in an extrovert's world, and there are days when we'd prefer to do nothing more than stay at home. But while our temperaments may define us, that doesn't mean we're controlled by them-if we can find something or someone that motivates us to push beyond the boundaries of our nerves. I'm happy to be an introvert, but that's not all I am."

I really should go to bed NOW. Actions have consequences. Tomorrow will be a hell of a day with the little amount of sleep I am going to have. Who thought a little blog post will bring.

I can't be sure when I will blog again. So enjoy yourself people. XD

if you think i am good enough

The time when I was in pulau ketam. It's ice cream! But it's too sweet for my liking.

Just some update with my life. It's not long since I got back from pulau ketam. I missed it. During my time there, I felt .. alone. Freezing cold. Not because of the weather, but because of the people there. I mean, they are all nice! But I'm not close to them.

But I still do miss it. If I have a choice, which I have, I will choose to stay longer. Maybe I am insane because there's practically nothing to do there, but I like their way of life.

Slow, peaceful, down-to-earth.

After I am back to Singapore, I went working, I read a lot, I went down to yishun jc and I went to a temple with my mum.

Pretty mundane.

Mind blank.

OK. I'm going to put in some effort to this post!

Next Monday, we will be receiving the long-awaited SMS from MOE, indicating the school we are sent to. And if I got into yishun, I have to report to school on Tuesday, which is THE NEXT DAY.

I am pretty nervous. NO. I am VERY nervous. Very dumb. But I am really really nervous.

I don't know if I am ready for it. Ready for the new school. New friends. New environment.

Starting on a clean slip of paper, I am not sure I will do a good job.

OK let's change the subject. Facebook. Open to all users regardless of age. My uncle just added me as friend and I couldn't recognise who that person is and I thought he is my AUNT so I added him as my aunt. Dumb. But in the end we kind of chat on facebook and I apologised. Well, I am still shocked that he will be so active on facebook. It's amazing. Very cool. Now, we don't have to travel and we can stay in contact. Whoever you want. With your niece your nephew your aunt your uncle or even your grandma! OK I'm exaggerating a bit here.

You know, I'm bored of the songs on my phone!! It's nobody fault and I don't know what I should do. Because I no longer can stand the silence so I played the music from my phone. All the songs. Again and again. Got new songs, got bored soon. So it's really boring! Most of the time I just play it without really listening to it.

Why am I not sleeping yet? It's 2.24 now! But yes, I'm not. Sleeping late is a habit. A bad one. An awful one.

But I am going to off my com soon.

Bye people!

I just want to be myself. Why is it so hard. I don't care a shit about others. Yet I do. Some people look down on me. Some people insult me. But I'm just being the nice girl there and smile back. I should be going after them. I should do more for myself. Yet sometimes, I'm indifferent. I'm nonchalant.

I just want to be myself.

Think in different perspectives

The moment I stepped into pulau ketam, all the fond memories came flooding back. The place where my mummy grew up in. The place where I frequently went to when I'm a child or even when I'm still a little baby. It's been years since my mummy and I came here, but it feels like decades since we were here.

We took a boat here and it's ton of fun!! Mummy and me were out of our mind because we were busy taking photos even though anytime we may be blown away into the big ocean! So we were struggling to hold on to whatever things were there while holding our phones taking photos.

Actually, I am blogging now because I got wifi connection but I got nothing to do. :-X Hah!

Saturday I was in KL at Gran's. Read Eclipse and also some Jc stuffs to keep myself busy.

Then got down to pulau ketam and we are planning to stay here till Tues.

Think in different perspectives and things may not be as complicated as you once thought.

If you could turn the clock back

Went down to Jiaxin's mum's hair salon and had a hair cut plus rebound! :D Jiaxin waited with me for two hours before leaving for work.

After straightening and cutting my hair, it feels weird... and weird.

It looks weird too. But Jiaxin says that it's normal that it looks weird. Okay......

Headed home for a short rest before going back to mayflower with TingWei.

Stayed in the band room.

Well, suddenly, I feel like playing in the band again. I want to be part of the group. I want to produce beautiful music with the rest. You will only realize how impt something is till you lose it. I really hope the current members will cherish the time they have in band and enjoy too!

I have been thinking, if only my standard now is where HowJin's standard is. He improved tremendously. I like his tone.

If only.

Yesterday's really eventful. I don't blog about it doesn't mean it didn't matter.

the future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams

13/1

Went down to Temasek poly. Amelia's, hopefully, future school!

Running late for my dental appointment but we still went for our lunch at tp! The food there was cheap! COOL. We had spaghetti! Yumyum.

Okay so, I was late for my appointment. From Tampines to Orchard. Rushed like a crazy woman. 45minutes I was late but in the end the dentist there actually wanted me to come later which means I panic for nothing. There's such thing called handphone in this world but it will be useless if you got the wrong hp number!

14/1

A very eventful day.

Jogging with AMELIA in the late morning. We were at this place. Pretty good because it's windy and I think I can sit there for hours just enjoying the peace. Ran 5rounds!

And then rushed to join JIAXIN for a k session!

Jiaxin's avoiding the camera!

Our session lasted for 4hours for only 6bucks!:D We were pretty lucky because we met a nice guy. He helped us extend the timing from 3hours to 4hours! He got us extra potato chip too!

This time's kbox session feels different from the usual. We finished singing the songs we want before the session ended. Which is very rare because every time when we were leaving we just feel like we haven't finish singing! Very enjoyable four hours.

Visited my cousin's house after the kbox session.

Stayed for dinner. Yay! Free yumyum dinner!

Do not pray for an easy life, pray for the strength to endure a difficult one.

And now I can only wait

I submitted my JAE form. Made my choices. Even till now, I hope I have no regrets.

1. YJC Science
2. NYP Business Management
3. SP International Business
4. TP Law and Management
5. NYP Banking and Financial Services
6. SP Tourism and Resort Management
7. NP Tourism and Resort Management
8.NP Business Studies
9. SP Banking and Financial Services
10. TP Hospitality and Tourism Management
11. NYP Hospitality and Tourism Management
12. YJC Arts

And I don't know if I really want the first choice.
What if I can't get into my first choice? What if I got into my first choice?
Both questions are scary enough.

I can't make up my mind.

Today had been a home-day. Alone in the house. Listening to songs. Reading. Doing personality quiz. Thinking.

蝸牛

小蝸牛問媽媽：為什麼我們從生下來，就要背 負這個又硬又重的殼呢？

媽媽：因為我們的身體沒有骨骼的支撐，只能爬，又爬不快。所以要這個殼的保護！

小蝸牛：毛蟲姊姊沒有骨頭，也爬不快，為什麼她卻不用背這個又硬又重的殼呢？

媽媽：因為毛蟲姊姊能變成蝴蝶，天空會保護她啊。

小蝸牛：可是蚯蚓弟弟也沒骨頭爬不快，也不會變成蝴蝶他什麼不背這個又硬又重的殼呢？

媽媽：因為蚯蚓弟弟會鑽土, 大地會保護他啊。

小蝸牛哭了起來：我們好可憐，天空不保護， 大地也不保護。

蝸牛媽媽安慰他：所以我們有殼啊！我們不靠天，也不靠地，我們靠自己。

we were in the north

Together with Amelia and Tingwei, we set off for Anderson jc and then took shuttle bus to Serangoon jc before goin to Yishun jc. Last but not least, together with Jiaxin, we were at nanyang poly. I got short attention span. First, I'll feel bored. Then, I'll start to yawn. To end it off, I will take a bus or maybe a cab back to my own world! ~~

Ok so, I was at Ajc for fun. Serangoon jc *shakes head*. Yishun jc was kinda ok. I didn't have any negative feeling for it or anything. Nyp as usual, was positive.

Home now and more or less, I know what I'll choose. Two more days to think about it and tada~ I will submit my form and await where fate brings me.


Today is quite productive. We were everywhere in such a short time.

Sensitive. To the wrong things.