The time when I was in pulau ketam. It's ice cream! But it's too sweet for my liking.
Just some update with my life. It's not long since I got back from pulau ketam. I missed it. During my time there, I felt .. alone. Freezing cold. Not because of the weather, but because of the people there. I mean, they are all nice! But I'm not close to them.
But I still do miss it. If I have a choice, which I have, I will choose to stay longer. Maybe I am insane because there's practically nothing to do there, but I like their way of life.
Slow, peaceful, down-to-earth.
After I am back to Singapore, I went working, I read a lot, I went down to yishun jc and I went to a temple with my mum.
Pretty mundane.
Mind blank.
OK. I'm going to put in some effort to this post!
Next Monday, we will be receiving the long-awaited SMS from MOE, indicating the school we are sent to. And if I got into yishun, I have to report to school on Tuesday, which is THE NEXT DAY.
I am pretty nervous. NO. I am VERY nervous. Very dumb. But I am really really nervous.
I don't know if I am ready for it. Ready for the new school. New friends. New environment.
Starting on a clean slip of paper, I am not sure I will do a good job.
OK let's change the subject. Facebook. Open to all users regardless of age. My uncle just added me as friend and I couldn't recognise who that person is and I thought he is my AUNT so I added him as my aunt. Dumb. But in the end we kind of chat on facebook and I apologised. Well, I am still shocked that he will be so active on facebook. It's amazing. Very cool. Now, we don't have to travel and we can stay in contact. Whoever you want. With your niece your nephew your aunt your uncle or even your grandma! OK I'm exaggerating a bit here.
You know, I'm bored of the songs on my phone!! It's nobody fault and I don't know what I should do. Because I no longer can stand the silence so I played the music from my phone. All the songs. Again and again. Got new songs, got bored soon. So it's really boring! Most of the time I just play it without really listening to it.
Why am I not sleeping yet? It's 2.24 now! But yes, I'm not. Sleeping late is a habit. A bad one. An awful one.
But I am going to off my com soon.
Bye people!
I just want to be myself. Why is it so hard. I don't care a shit about others. Yet I do. Some people look down on me. Some people insult me. But I'm just being the nice girl there and smile back. I should be going after them. I should do more for myself. Yet sometimes, I'm indifferent. I'm nonchalant.
I just want to be myself.
