Hi people, I am having my piano exam tomorrow morning! *nervous*
It's been long since I blog a proper post. Talking about my life, what has been happening, what is going to happen etc.
Honestly, I don't know what to say too. I mean, how, if I can sum up my life now in one sentence.
The the past few days, I have been chionging piano. And I mean it. Chiong to the extent I'm sick and tired of the piano. Chiong till everytime I thought of piano my hand hurts. But it's okay. Because after tomorrow, all of this is going to end.
*PRAY*
I really pray that everything goes well. Because now I feel like almost every part can go wrong. The moment I get too nervous. The moment I mind blank. The moment I play wrongly and panicked. Gg.
Putting piano aside, my friends say I look like cat!! To be more specific, they say I look like zhao cai mao!! Do I???
I'm not very happy! :( Because it means my face very fat! :(
Zhao cai mao the face yuan yuan one mah!
So I'm now half rabbit half cat! ~~ (sounds weird, looks weird!)
Talking about friends, for a period of time, I'm quite upset because of friend stuff.
Here comes Jc, here go friends~ If you know what I mean.
And then I start to reflect about it. Is it really worth it? Because of Jc life, I start to drift away from my beloved friends.
The tight schedule is one thing, fooling myself into thinking that if I miss all the outings or chattings and stay home, I will get good grades is another thing.
Because of that mindset, I feel empty.
I realise I need friends. I need friends I can talk to. To laugh with.
SHIFT OF MINDSET!
Studies is one thing, having a balanced life is another thing! :D
Do not because of studies you become no - life!
But do not forget about studies too!
Always blogging about biology, chemistry, how I cannot catch up in class blablah I not happy, you not happy too!
HAHAHA. YAY! I should have kankai earlier!
Anyway, I have been feeling good these days!
"I feel so good, ah! oh I feel so good ah! oh I feel so oh I feel so oh I feel so good ah! ah! ah! ah! ah~~~"
