Cough, cough please go away

Hi people. Ytd I had dinner with band mates. Well, I'm never good at this kind of things. It was awkward and I don't know most of them. But surprisingly it went out well. We went northpoint to eat and chat. Took trombone section photos too!~~ I like my section! :D I'm glad I had Vett and Yiheng with me ytd! If not I confirm skip the whole thing. So after dinner all of us were heading home and suddenly, very very suddenly, Vett left me. She was taking different transport as us. So I just go with the rest. And then I realise they are all guys. But surprisringly again, it was alright for me. Not very awkward. They are all a bunch of friendly people. And also I feel more comfortable talking to guys. Once again I feel like I'm with judo people! :D Speaking of judo, I missed the practice!! My heart broke into piecesss . Even though I really want to go, I realise I really couldn't go :( I was having high fever, my head feels like it's going to split. So I end up resting at home. But despite all these resting, I haven't fully recover!! The cough still persist and it's getting in my way. I can't talk properly without coughing after every word I speak. I can't play trombone properly. I can't concentrate in lectures and tutorials because I keep coughing. My bio teacher was saying that I may have bacteria infection. Really hope that I recover and be as healthy as a cow soon! This Saturday is for me to clear up all my overdue homework. And Sunday is for band cip! ~~ Tomorrow band is going to sentosa for some cip and we have to reach at 5.30am in the freaking morning. At first I thought I'm dead. In what way can I get from AMK to yishun when there's no MRT and buses. But all was settled ytd! :D Will be taking cab with yiheng and Samantha to yishun. But now, the problem is, I can't even confirm if I'm going. Because Shien may not be able to go tmrw. High probability she may not be able to go. So I'm left with no one again. Should I just skip the thing too. Or should I try to step out of my comfort zone and still go? Ok bye!