fireflies: May 2012

Sunday, May 27, 2012

Pretty

Went online shopping! Got the first online clothes of my life and they are pretty. Imma happy girl! ^^

Saturday, May 26, 2012

Control, control and more control.

Thursday, May 24, 2012

Hello! I feel like I'm starting to distance away from blogger already. I don't know but I don't feel like blogging as much anymore. Well, because I'm too lazy! :X Will still continue blogging yo!

So what's been happening?

Had band AGM yesterday which stands for Annual general meeting? HAHA anyway, it's the day our J2s step down. It was a really... depressing event. I really dread attending the AGM you know :( I don't like going to such events. It feels like we are celebrating that they are stepping down. Wth? Anyway, the whole thing was alright, there's performances(we trombone section performed!:D),talks, videos, hand over ceremony and last but not least FOOD!

Oh! We all gave presents to our graduating seniors too! We are tooooooo sweet HAHAHA.

Okay back to the point. It's a really depressing event. But not so that I will start crying buckets lah! Just this depressing feeling inside me. Even though we've been together for like only 3 weeks? It's not even a month!
But I still feel this closeness with them.

I think they were right to say that it's not about how long you spend together, it's about how much quality time you had together.

In such a short time, my section seniors left me beautiful memories that will stay with me forever.

Now, I shall introduce to you my wonderful seniors!

Back: Me, Vett, Cassandra

Front: Chengyen, Wilfred, Yiheng

I will truly truly miss them. Without them, band will no longer be the same.

School these days were really stress. Ever since the day I was absent from school, I feel like I'm falling into a downward spiral. The amount of overdued homework are starting to pile up till I feel suffocated already.

Slowly, I have difficulty understanding in class already.

However, today I feel like I can finally breathe. Nope it's not because I'm clearing the piled up homework and it's not because I can finally catch up in lectures and tutorials. It's because at least I know there's something I have hope in. MATH! XD I actually top the class for the most recent maths test! Omggggg! I'm both surprised and happy.

Let's continue working hard okay! Never lose hope! :D

Anyway, I got my block test timetable already! Time to start mugging and do well for block test! :D

Actually one of the reason for me not catching up in school work is because of the amount of time I spend on twitter! Twitter is awesome! I'm like addicted to it! :D BUT it's like making me more and more emo!

I have to start to focus on my school work already and remove alll other distractions!!

偷偷告诉你 I've been really really really lazy these few days till I couldn't recognize myself.

Time to buck up! OK BYE.

Love is bound to bring you pain. The more beautiful the memories were, the more it will come back to haunt you when everything ends.

Saturday, May 19, 2012

Cough, cough please go away

Hi people. Ytd I had dinner with band mates. Well, I'm never good at this kind of things. It was awkward and I don't know most of them. But surprisingly it went out well. We went northpoint to eat and chat. Took trombone section photos too!~~ I like my section! :D I'm glad I had Vett and Yiheng with me ytd! If not I confirm skip the whole thing. So after dinner all of us were heading home and suddenly, very very suddenly, Vett left me. She was taking different transport as us. So I just go with the rest. And then I realise they are all guys. But surprisringly again, it was alright for me. Not very awkward. They are all a bunch of friendly people. And also I feel more comfortable talking to guys. Once again I feel like I'm with judo people! :D Speaking of judo, I missed the practice!! My heart broke into piecesss . Even though I really want to go, I realise I really couldn't go :( I was having high fever, my head feels like it's going to split. So I end up resting at home. But despite all these resting, I haven't fully recover!! The cough still persist and it's getting in my way. I can't talk properly without coughing after every word I speak. I can't play trombone properly. I can't concentrate in lectures and tutorials because I keep coughing. My bio teacher was saying that I may have bacteria infection. Really hope that I recover and be as healthy as a cow soon! This Saturday is for me to clear up all my overdue homework. And Sunday is for band cip! ~~ Tomorrow band is going to sentosa for some cip and we have to reach at 5.30am in the freaking morning. At first I thought I'm dead. In what way can I get from AMK to yishun when there's no MRT and buses. But all was settled ytd! :D Will be taking cab with yiheng and Samantha to yishun. But now, the problem is, I can't even confirm if I'm going. Because Shien may not be able to go tmrw. High probability she may not be able to go. So I'm left with no one again. Should I just skip the thing too. Or should I try to step out of my comfort zone and still go? Ok bye!