School today's short and sweet. But I'm feeling horrible now.

My ear 's hurting and my shoulder 's aching. And I have to make a trip down stairs for no special reason for someone. No thanks in return somemore. Thanks ah.

So, school today. Jiaxin didn't come to school. After school stayed back for 5 hours. In the meanwhile went to band and then to class for self study and being the last to leave. I struggled through every maths question and there's so many more questions I have to ask mr chng. Horrible feeling. Nothing interesting except for something which I don't want to mention :x

Yesterday, last day as a cca leader. The handover ceremony was urgh. I have no feelings at all. If irritated then yes. Before that was maths and I was called with some others for mini session with mr chng due to our "good" result. I was freaking out! Seriously it's my first time feeling like that.

I was sweating much and my hands were shaking just because mr chng was scary and everyone's pace was much faster than me. MrChng is very very extremely scary if he wants to.

I'm at the bottom for so many times.

My results are bad. I got the bottom for maths and my sciences.

Mr Chen: "You are not the last this time, jia you ah."

He had expected me to get that position again for my chemistry test.

Bad feeling. The expected behaviour for me should be to wake up now and do everything instead of something in order to improve my grades but I'm freaking not! I'm still using the com now thinking how much I don't understand for my subjects. Yiliannnnnnnnnnnnnn!

See you.