Monday, April 18, 2011

feelings

2.4 , maths paper. Solving maths problem is like running 2.4.

I feel like stopping anytime, I feel like giving up. I feel frustrated.

Now I'm home, I want to sleep.

I just found out my family went internet using phone in Malaysia and the charges is 400plus SG dollar. I felt anger, felt annoyance, felt disgust. Blood is boiling. How stupid.

Old folks home visit, teacher's story, Nick Vijicic's video and todays' talk never fail to make me feel shameful of myself. To think I felt so irritated these few days because of studies, to think I always give up halfway while solving maths problem. So small, the matter.

The studying on last Sat made me feel drained even till now.
Off to a cat nap.



Jiaxin(<3)
Talks for money (=.="'!)


yilian.

EDIT: Back from YOGA:D I learnt from teacher that I have breathing problem. And yes so true.
It's so crucial to change that it affect so much. I'm lucky to know about it early:D