Wait! What am I doing here? Now is the time to hit the books. Hmm.. Maybe I should set some ground rules for myself like no computer before studying or no dramas for a week or so. Or maybe not. I should just follow the schedule I set. I noticed improvement in myself, but I am still NOT studying. Everything else falls into its place nicely. But not studying. Sometimes I feel guilty. Oh wait, it's every time. I didn't bother studying for the test and got the not-so-good results and I feel sadness first but guilty followed in. Because I didn't put in effort who am I to have the right to be sad?It's not hard it's not easy too. I just have to put in effort in my work. And soon, very very soon, it will be over. Everything I'm going through now will end and I will be laughing my ass off soon, very. I just have to make it through this period. And I had a nice chat with my brother yesterday night, oh wait, I always do. It changed my mindset. Incredible huh.

I am optimistic. I am willing to.

"Excuse me, yilian"

Oh how nice(:

When you talk to me, call my name. Because then will I know you are talking to me and not Tom Dick or Harry. And Lili says she love me. :DDD

Bye(:

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.