it's when you can trust that they are my heartfelt words.
No one now. Only my brother.
Amazing thing.
When you speak to me, do you think that's what I really think?
Don't trust what I say because I realised there's two sides.
I am just not showing my true nature.
Maybe, I am. Sometimes it is really true.
I am different from how I look. But I am realising it now because I blog it out.
I want a change I guess.
I guess I am too good at pretending. But pretending for so long, there will always be a moment when you are too tired of it. But it is not my decision to pretend, my mind just want it to remain that way.
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I am trying to write out what I am really thinking. Taking the first step is a good start.
yilian
