Dear God, please take away all my sorrow.

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

Once in awhile, it's okay to break some rules

I think I've been living by this belief for quite some time now. Late for school, handing in work late, sleeping in class etc etc. Sometimes, I just don't care anymore. What's the worst that could have happened anyway?
I don't care okay. Who came up with all these rules anyway? Life is so ... STUCK with all these bullshits.

I'll be really honest here. I really hate going to school now. It just feel so....meaningless and pointless to me. I think everything boils down to the people in the school. Of course, if we all have our best buddies in school, we'll be so excited for school. But what if all we have are strangers?

I'll always tell myself:
It's okay. Everything will be okay.

Until this moment, I still believe that everything will be okay one okay? I do believe that everything will be okay. There's just so many things going on in my life now, I'll happily give school a miss if it's possible.
But no. School is school. We still have to go to school no matter what. Don't believe all those bullshits people say, what it is okay not to go school or whatever. It is not okay. Not in this society. Not in Singapore.

THEREFORE, CONTINUE GOING TO SCHOOL EVERYDAY.

And since you have to do it anyway, why not do it with a smile?

HENCE, CONTINUE GOING TO SCHOOL EVERYDAY WITH A POSITIVE ATTITUDE.

Byebye! I'm really really tired now. So this become an emo post. Tomorrow will be a fine new day YEAH.

Primary School and JiaXin

School, a place where we spend more than 10 years of our life in. It is just like our second home. A few years back, I may not have any strong feelings for this word. But not now.

My schooling experience can be traced all the way back to when I'm just seven years old. DaQiao primary school. It was the first day of school. I can still remember how the school was flooded with tall and huge people. Until now, I'm still so glad that my mum was with me on my first day of school. She stayed by my side all the while.

Then, I met the friend who changed my life. I met JiaXin. I can still remember how and where we met. My mum was bringing me to my class and she introduced me to the person who was sitting beside me. Yes that's right. She is Tio Jia Xin. Can you imagine? From the first day of school, we became friends. And until now, 11 years later, she still remains my best friend. This friendship is definitely one that I will treasure for many years to come.

We became best friends quickly. And since then, I don't remember having any other close friends in school. To me, she's all I need. However, things didn't go as well as I thought. At 9, I didn't perform as well academically and I got transferred out of the class. That's when I met other primary school friends of mine, kim yen and chia yi er. The three of us became best friends. I remember spending alot of time with them playing and having fun. However, things didn't go the way I thought again. But this time round, I performed well academically. It's the first time I actually got first in the whole class. Really awesome feeling. And so, I got transferred out of that class, back to JiaXin's class. By then, JiaXin and I already became complete strangers.

However, eventually, JiaXin reached out to me. She made a surprise call during the holiday when we were 11 and we became best friends quickly again.

I missed those times. We were young and carefree. Even though I was shy and quiet in school, I don't remember hating school. In fact, whenever I'm with JiaXin, I was happy. Everyone in school was nice too.

My primary school life isn't all that special or worth mentioning, but I definitely enjoyed myself. And I think that's all that matters. =)