Hold on to your promises

Hey I'm blogging again . (:

Life's been fine, somtimes great. I can feel myself changing. Yes, I felt it. I'm talking to more people, more open minded, happier. Bumped into quite a few people I know on the street as well and one of them is someone significant to me! Feels like that someone enters my life again! :)

But I'm getting more easily irritated. Can't stand noise. Easily annoyed. Lucky for me, they happen only when I'm studying or after I studied. I don't know. But work are starting to pile up already. I 'm glad I rejected my aunt's offer to work during the weekend. I managed to revise quite a lot today. Really. No more working fr me! If not I wonder how I'm going to cope!

If you haven't know, I'm crazily, seriously addicted to running man! It's a korean variety show btw. Super fun and funny! Great way to relieve stress too! :D

I watch it when I'm too stress. When I'm happy. And sometimes when I'm sad :(

You know, I don't know how to trust ppl. Seriously don't know. I really suspect I have trust issues. I don't know who is real, who is fake.

But so, in this world you are together with ppl yet alone. Does it matter really?

live

Hi people, I am having my piano exam tomorrow morning! *nervous*

It's been long since I blog a proper post. Talking about my life, what has been happening, what is going to happen etc.
Honestly, I don't know what to say too. I mean, how, if I can sum up my life now in one sentence.

The the past few days, I have been chionging piano. And I mean it. Chiong to the extent I'm sick and tired of the piano. Chiong till everytime I thought of piano my hand hurts. But it's okay. Because after tomorrow, all of this is going to end.
*PRAY*
I really pray that everything goes well. Because now I feel like almost every part can go wrong. The moment I get too nervous. The moment I mind blank. The moment I play wrongly and panicked. Gg.

Putting piano aside, my friends say I look like cat!! To be more specific, they say I look like zhao cai mao!! Do I???

I'm not very happy! :( Because it means my face very fat! :(
Zhao cai mao the face yuan yuan one mah!
So I'm now half rabbit half cat! ~~ (sounds weird, looks weird!)

Talking about friends, for a period of time, I'm quite upset because of friend stuff.

Here comes Jc, here go friends~ If you know what I mean.
And then I start to reflect about it. Is it really worth it? Because of Jc life, I start to drift away from my beloved friends.
The tight schedule is one thing, fooling myself into thinking that if I miss all the outings or chattings and stay home, I will get good grades is another thing.

Because of that mindset, I feel empty.
I realise I need friends. I need friends I can talk to. To laugh with.

SHIFT OF MINDSET!

Studies is one thing, having a balanced life is another thing! :D
Do not because of studies you become no - life!
But do not forget about studies too!

Always blogging about biology, chemistry, how I cannot catch up in class blablah I not happy, you not happy too!

HAHAHA. YAY! I should have kankai earlier!

Anyway, I have been feeling good these days!

"I feel so good, ah! oh I feel so good ah! oh I feel so oh I feel so oh I feel so good ah! ah! ah! ah! ah~~~"

laziness

Reward comes to the hard working. The lazy always lag behind. If you are lazy and do not study, how will you gain knowledge? You will remain ignorant. If you are lazy, your exam will come but your studies will be not finished. If you are lazy, your school bus will come, but you will miss it.

忍不住　想要愛你的衝動