Monday, June 27, 2011
Hi this is my little trip to my dentist in Orchard.
Well I'm not late for my appointment.
After a long wait, which seems like forever, it's finally my turn.
And I was sleeping when I'm waiting. I'm beat.
After my appointment, I head to the first floor and the long line of queue shocked me.
Apparently I thought of taking the shuttle bus back as usual and today's queue's surprising long.
So we waited and I silently prayed. Please let me have a seat. Pleaseeeeee. I don't mind me taking the last one. Pleaseeeeeee. And yes, I missed it. And I'm the freaking first one. The bus driver just stopped ME from going up because all the seats freaking taken. And I'm quite confident that a lady cut my queue. So I just stared unbelievably.
But then, I WONT wait for another 20mins for the next one. So I took it upon myself and decide to walk there.
I'm really pissed you know. Just my luck. But then the walk end up amazing.
I chose to walk a new and unknown route today. So there's this challenge. And I saw another side of Singapore today. Well, there's a lot of sides I honestly haven't seen yet. There's expensive-looking car driving past with tall and elegant looking buildings towering me. I was enjoying myself. And yes, I'm proud to say that when I reached the MRT it's when the shuttle bus just arrived at my medical centre. HAHHAHA. I AM CAPABLE MYSELF. Hmph.
And my stomach was growling on the way. So I walked in a shop called breadsociety which is totally cool! I like it and I'm sure going there again.
P.S I want to travel around the world like how I travelled around Orchard. Alone yet brave.
Ok bye.
Well I'm not late for my appointment.
After a long wait, which seems like forever, it's finally my turn.
And I was sleeping when I'm waiting. I'm beat.
After my appointment, I head to the first floor and the long line of queue shocked me.
Apparently I thought of taking the shuttle bus back as usual and today's queue's surprising long.
So we waited and I silently prayed. Please let me have a seat. Pleaseeeeee. I don't mind me taking the last one. Pleaseeeeeee. And yes, I missed it. And I'm the freaking first one. The bus driver just stopped ME from going up because all the seats freaking taken. And I'm quite confident that a lady cut my queue. So I just stared unbelievably.
But then, I WONT wait for another 20mins for the next one. So I took it upon myself and decide to walk there.
I'm really pissed you know. Just my luck. But then the walk end up amazing.
I chose to walk a new and unknown route today. So there's this challenge. And I saw another side of Singapore today. Well, there's a lot of sides I honestly haven't seen yet. There's expensive-looking car driving past with tall and elegant looking buildings towering me. I was enjoying myself. And yes, I'm proud to say that when I reached the MRT it's when the shuttle bus just arrived at my medical centre. HAHHAHA. I AM CAPABLE MYSELF. Hmph.
And my stomach was growling on the way. So I walked in a shop called breadsociety which is totally cool! I like it and I'm sure going there again.
P.S I want to travel around the world like how I travelled around Orchard. Alone yet brave.
Ok bye.
Friday, June 24, 2011
I'm going to be fast.
Happy birthday my darling jiaxin. We went out today to sing k and I really really enjoyed myself.
I hope she does too if not only me enjoying instead of the birthday girl. Jiaxin's brother's girlfriend is nice. I'm really happy today. Anyway, while singing, I realised something.
It's about studies anyway. It's always on my mind to slack, play and just enjoy myself. And I'm so looking forward to the period of time after o level. That I stop concentrating on the present and to work hard now. But I realised, whenever I'm out playing(this period before o start), I'm not truly enjoying. I'm either thinking about studies or thinking that I must play hard after o..
But I realised, why not just work hard now. And shove all the fun away(FIRST). It's then that if I did it, I will be able to do very well for o level and then I will be able to finally play with all my heart, soul whatever with relief. And that's really important to me.
Okay. So I'm not sure if you understand what I mean. But the main point is, I'll work hard now(no pleasure), and play hard after it(full of pleasure).
After all, it's the sweetness after the sourness that's the best.
All this while, I'm too stubborn. Insisting on my own(wrong) way and always thinking of play play play.
I will give in.
...
I really like taking photos. It captures all memories your brain can't really remember. The looks of it. Happy or sad.
So just now I was browsing through my photos and I saw a set of photos taken few years back. And I realised how much I miss her. My friend. My cousin. My sister. My bestbud. How we used to play together. But now that we have changed, I doubt we will be back to how we used to be.
People change. Friendships change.
I really hate it. Me giving you part of my heart and getting this in return. Now it seems hard to heal. We won't be who we used to be.
Okayyyy. I took ten minutes to finish this. Too long. Urgh. Time to go. Bye!
Happy birthday my darling jiaxin. We went out today to sing k and I really really enjoyed myself.
I hope she does too if not only me enjoying instead of the birthday girl. Jiaxin's brother's girlfriend is nice. I'm really happy today. Anyway, while singing, I realised something.
It's about studies anyway. It's always on my mind to slack, play and just enjoy myself. And I'm so looking forward to the period of time after o level. That I stop concentrating on the present and to work hard now. But I realised, whenever I'm out playing(this period before o start), I'm not truly enjoying. I'm either thinking about studies or thinking that I must play hard after o..
But I realised, why not just work hard now. And shove all the fun away(FIRST). It's then that if I did it, I will be able to do very well for o level and then I will be able to finally play with all my heart, soul whatever with relief. And that's really important to me.
Okay. So I'm not sure if you understand what I mean. But the main point is, I'll work hard now(no pleasure), and play hard after it(full of pleasure).
After all, it's the sweetness after the sourness that's the best.
All this while, I'm too stubborn. Insisting on my own(wrong) way and always thinking of play play play.
I will give in.
...
I really like taking photos. It captures all memories your brain can't really remember. The looks of it. Happy or sad.
So just now I was browsing through my photos and I saw a set of photos taken few years back. And I realised how much I miss her. My friend. My cousin. My sister. My bestbud. How we used to play together. But now that we have changed, I doubt we will be back to how we used to be.
People change. Friendships change.
I really hate it. Me giving you part of my heart and getting this in return. Now it seems hard to heal. We won't be who we used to be.
Okayyyy. I took ten minutes to finish this. Too long. Urgh. Time to go. Bye!
Happy Birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAXIN!
Baby, happy sixteen years old!!!!!!!
We have known each other since we were seven! And know that I've always love you!
I'm really thankful that you are always by my side. And that you will always cheer me up when I'm down.
Best wishes!
It's a bit too big. But who cares. Happy Birthday!!!:D
Thursday, June 23, 2011
Saturday, June 18, 2011
Monday, June 13, 2011
I am a human.
Dejected to the max. Sunday today and I'm off for violin lesson.
Most unbearable lesson I had.
Practice makes perfect , is it true?
I practiced everyday, but the result still sucks. (It's tellling me still not enough!)
And finally it ended. I strolled back home.
Look at the cats!
They are all sleeping. Cuddling up.
Just like what I always did.
BUT I'M NOT A CAT.
I'm a human.
And I have to admit my perseverance level is all the way to zero.
I am not disciplined. I am not determined. I have no passion for anything.
Except play maybe.
I sleep all the time.
Why am I like that?
I am not even a cat.
Where is my goal? Where is my will?
Like what MrChng said, "Why sleep now when you have all the time to sleep when you die?"
My attitude leads to me not succeeding in studies, violin, trombone.
Camp success is over(finally), it's time for my own effort.
我會好好過
等你来爱我。
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