Jiaxin listn to me complain and I felt soooo much better!(:
I understood now. Taking everything into you is not good.
Because this kind of ppl, will burst one day. The day where you really cannot take it.
I will let ppl hear me. Whatever shit, just say out. Out LOUD.
When you heard too much. Seen too much.
Yesterday is such a day.
I'm recovering I hope.
You are on your own. Survive on your own. Don't rely on everyone or anyone.
Don't trust. Doubt them, question them and take a good long look at their heart.
And then give your attention to those who deserve it.
Not going to let it lying down. Being nice is stupid. I am stupid for too long.
The world is realistic after all.
And think twice if you think you know me well. Because you don't.
-yilian(:
