I love trombone and yoga! :D

Hahaha.

I found joy in playing trombone. I found relaxation in yoga.

And yeah, I really really really love our new choice piece.

The Taishan!

It's so nice, it contains alot of emotions.

:DDD

webcam with xin:D

MY BAOBEI!:D

Just the weekend alone I wonder how many hours I have slept xp
face your fear girl, face your fear.
Stay happy~~

I just had a meal at the restaurant my brother work in. FUN!:D
Yeah we went to visit him. The people there seems to be fun people!
Seems so fun to work:)

Trombone

Trombone

I have finished my current storybook, a nice one. :)

Hello:)
Im back home at 11.45pm. And I'm so tired now.
Had band in the morning till afternoon.
I now understood the distance of angmokio and tampines.
I spent almost two hours on travelling. =.=''
Had a change of plan and did not go for the concert.
I went all th way to tampines to watch a concert which I didnt.
It was a wasted trip till,
I went to my relative's house in tampines uninformed.
We stayed for awhile to catch up with them, chatting and they offered icecream!
They were so friendly and still the same familiar feeling they gave.
It was like so late when we left.
I can predict my next visit will be around this time next year,
which is after my 'o', when I most likely have all the time.
When we were back to angmokio, we were damn tired.
And yes, I went with my mum.

In conclusion, I am most grateful to my mum for accompanying me on this 'wasted' trip all this while. Even after working all day, she went with me without saying anything. Without her help, I wouldnt be able to even go.

PS It is 'wasted' because we had the chance to visit our relative after so long. Felt so great. Therefore not wasted!

PPS I am on my way to getting a job. YAYAYYAY!:D

Should I be sad that there's no upcoming events ..

Hmm.. I guess it's time for me to catch up with my studies,

time for finish reading my storybooks,

time for practicing my instruments,

time for attending as many band concert as possible,

and to concentrate on band. :D

till then`

fluttering heart

Chirstchurch performance over.:)

tired...but nice experience.

i can't forget how i was sitting there as an audience just few weeks ago!now as a performer:D

put make up... okok lah-__-

regret...urgh. it was implying something to me.

regret not grabbing the opportunity.

Opportunity comes only once. Don't grab it, then forget it.

started off as fun, but things seem to start going overboard.

time to stop.

Game to be over.

I wouldn't want the history to repeat itself.

I can sense that it is going to hurt if continued, no longer fun.

Therefore, game is over.

The regret affects my mood so much that it scares me.

And I am afraid of what the future holds. Therefore I choose to stop it.

No going to facebook for one week.

Feelings are not something that is easy to control.

Stop my heart from yearning.

TIME FOR BED BECAUSE I'M SO TIRED!xp

goodbye`

Helllo I'm back!:D

Sl induction has ended!:D

It's a nice experience. xp And after induction I went to watch harry potter with Wadariah!:D

Conclusion: I'm amazed at myself for surviving the whole day with two hours of sleep.

Harry potter, thumbs up!

It's nice but cold. The cinema was damn freaking cold and I struggled with it for two hours!

I like their new chairs, cool and elegant! xp

For the first hour, I slept through._.

Not because it's a bore, but because of tiredness. Sleeping there was so nice.

Then for the remaining one hour plus I was sitting at the edge of the chair, paying attention.

NICE. :D

I will then lead you back to yesterday night...

why I had two hours of sleep...because I was chatting with Amelia Choo!xp

and I have to wake up at 7am for induction. Hahs, nice chat:)

So now, induction has ended, here come next...

Christchurch performance!!:DDwhich is tomorrow!!Woots~

till then^.^

有沒有

珍惜在一起的愉快!:)

Okay. since i can't forget, i shall blog it down.:)

i had a dream, a few days ago.

" Can one lah, as long as they keep on practicing, they can make it. The trumpets?They just have to keep practicing and they will make it."

This, is my dream.

And I can't remember the image, only, Mr Tan's voice. He sounds so gentle, so convincing, so different than usual.

And then i talk to my brother about dreams and mentioned it.

And, he said." It shows that your conductor's voice has influence to you."

And it's true.

Whatever he said, I believed.

I can't get it out of my head even though it had been days.

It seems so real, and I'm not even sure if it is even a dream.

Maybe someone said it, but I put mr tan's voice over.

In conclusion, this "dream" keeps me going.

It gave me so much comfort. I choose to believe. :)

Faith... will see us through

time management

Helloo:)

i'm back homed.

had a fast monday i can say.

this morning had sl induction. not as good as expected.

there's this boring moments where we are left doing nothing.

and i'm glad miss chew came to our rescue!:D

yeah true, there's some loose holes at planning.

it's common in events actually. or it's actually not easy to plan.

then there's games and activities and lectures.

quite useful:D i was enjoying myself ! halfway through left for band!:D

banded.

after band i almost lost my phone.

won't say much cause i didnt understand too.

just that when this kind of incident happened, it's a good chance to spot people you will be grateful for. when there are people who wil go the extra mile to help you.

Was really grateful!!:D

i'm glad my time management is improving as well! Woo~

sl induction tomorrow:D movie outing after sl induction!:DD

i'm learning, from everthing

goodbye`

hello:)
i had a different sunday.
i started a new storybook yesterday, it turns out unexpectedly interesting:DDD

this morning at 5.30am sharp, i went for a jog around my block.
i seems so crazy jogging so early in the morning.and i planned to be back by 6am.
in the end, i was back home in 10mins time.
what seems like 1min bacame like 5mins. it's scary and i kept on looking around.
imagine like it's so quiet and the sun's not up and i keep on have a feeling that someone was going to pop out somewhere and catch me.
therefore, my jog was shortened from 30mins to 10mins. was satisfied:D
anw, i saw this old grandpa doing taiji alone, then i kept running around him to feel safe.

so earlyyyyyyyyyy...
then i went to have morning bathe and went to nap. 2hourssss!!
and dragged myself up for music lessons=(
quite a good experience to exercise early early.
this is how different. because normally i will sleep in until it's almost noon.
oh and i spent my saturday lazing around at home.
hehe:D tmrw having sl induction. :D
goodbye~`

Super Junior having concert in Singapore on Jan29 2011.

Damn, the ticket so ex. $158!!

I wanna go...T.T

Tomorrow will be the day they start the sale of tickets.

sobsobsobsobsobsob

After finishing my dinner and practicing piano for awhile,

I am now sitting infront of the computer,

preparing to watch a new movie!♥

How great~

I believed I have played trombone in my previous life.

As mentioned by michelle, it doesn't seem wierd I'm playing trombone. I feel it too.

And I starts to love it more. Just that it pissed me off when I can't play music.

I feel disabled. For now, I can't even play scales at the speed everyone was playing.

Hopefully it doesn't take long for me to catch up. And I'm glad my tone quality is not bad.

Off to enjoy my movie!:D

Cuddle in bed and have a nice sleep. And then?

Everything will be fine. (=

rainbow after rain

Hellloo I am low now......

Mood swing much.?

I guess I didn't sleep well last night. Body was aching.

Plus marching in the morning, not good enough.

Should I plaster a smile on my face.? hahas

I guess just too tired...

Sometimes, I will think.

How wonderful it will be if we can produce nice music.

Is it that hard? That's all I want.

And then I thought.

Maybe, only after sufferings and hardworks, will the music produced be the best.

I am jealous.

Yes, I am.

Look at other bands, how wonderfully they played.

Look people. Be glad if you can have no worries and just play music.

If not, only when you lose that chance, will you regret not cherishing.

Or even realise how great it was.

After 'O', I will still want to play in band. I love it.

That's what we are striving isn't it?

To touch people, to inspire people with our music.

I am learning now. Learning to be resilient.

The way I see it, if you want the rainbow, you gotta put up with the rain.

There is a fundamental human need for guiding ideals that give meaning to our actions.

purpose, is the best motivator.

a family, we love

HELLO I AM DAMN HIGH NOW!:D

If you could see me now, I will probably be glowing with happiness!:D
Had a fun and reflective day in band.
I had three personal offense today.

I am enjoying myself. LOLS.
I am falling in love with trombone!O.O Shock by myself!
I love sectionals now I love playing with full band even more!!
Today we had mr ng hoe to help conduct the band, I really like his words.

He said, "Be like a family".

We are a band, we must work like a family.
I am like so touched.
And I realised a lot from christchurch major, melissa!:).

Im now very glad. :)
Goodbye'

My 100th post.

i ver tired but i dun wan sleep._.

my bro dyed his hair..i want too..but must wait:(

currently attached to sungkyunkwan scandal, fall in love with first love.

looking forward to something called nothing.

joke!

looking forward to going out with bao bei jiaxin and clique

looking forward to interesting and different things

looking forward to gossiping and opening up to clique..*muacks*

looking forward to having fun

looking forward to christchurch/huayi performance

if only...

if only im excited now but not enough energy to excited but still..i look forward..

now, studies...urgh

im bored... definition:a dull, repetitious, or uninteresting person, activity, or state.

ok im being lame here..........

i hope that you know i love you kay?

goodbye`

lazy to blog~~

anw, band practice today. still struggling with trombone, but will get better.

i am going to stay happy. im happy today anyway.

there's one point when i felt im going to burst with anger, but then after enduring it went down.

just that not everything will go as wish, have to bear it.

mr tan's birthday celebration today.

it's late i know._.

and yoga yesterday left me with muscle ache.

oh and did i mention i saw faye today! :D

there's quite many ex seniors came back today.

im glad.

going out with baobei jiaxin tomorrow:)

goingtohavefun!

PS I got a golden mouthpiece today!(Y)

happy like pig!!
hahahs.
i like i like:)
it's just for fun, and it's interesting too.
yeah yeah, i am getting bolder:D
huayi practice today.
and yeah, my brother finished his 'o'
good news, because my mum won't scold for using com infront of him already
OH YEAH!

and today i went for my first yoga lesson in my life.

it's getting interesting

Make everyday count.

And yeah, how sad it will be when I once again lost count of the days.

Anw, didnt go for a picnic and concert today.

I stayed at home all day and then went for my little cousin's bday celebration

How awesome can it get.

However, I finally got hold of a camera, a personal camera.

Pretty awesome!:D

Got somehow emo just now:(

I made a wish.

May the wind blow away my worries.

shopping

Im back from shopping and POP!xp

Went shopping with baobei jiaxin for the whole afternoon.

Whoa~shopping makes me happy!:D
i bought sooooo many new stuffs which cost me a lot.
Then there was this awesome and friendly guy we saw!!
he was like so damn friendly to us and talk and talk,
as if we are long time friends.

Aww, was tired and then went to 36th POP.

Congrats yanjia and junhui!:D
Go YanJia! Go JunHui!
:DDD

going for picnic with clique and some ppl tmrw,
and then to another band concert.
hopefully everything will go smoothly~~

"If there was indeed affinity between us.
We would have seen each other in the streets or anywhere. But we didn't. Not even a mere coincidence."

Yeah I agree with this.

Sometimes you just wish you will meet this person some where, any where. But you didnt.

Commitment is what transforms a promise into reality. It is the words that speak boldly of your intentions, and it is the actions that speak louder than the words. It is making the time when there is none – coming through time after time after time, year after year after year.

Commitment is the stuff character is made of, the power to change the face of things. It is the daily triumph of integrity over skepticism.

So now I am homed. At 7plus.
Spent hours waiting, while chatting with yokeching and michelle in storeroom.
OkAY. Yoke Ching is awesome! Omg. Love her:DDD
And I now get to savour my mum's cooking after starving for hours,
which is like once in a while she will cook.
Oh YEAH!~
And finally confirmed I will change today.
I will work hard.

Oh well, today marks the end of sec three's prep programme,
and band resumes next week.

I realised I love chatting to people.
It's a good way to learn.

You see, we were quoting people.
Life didn't promise to be great. AND Life goes on.

Should I read my book or should I watch my drama. ?

Gosh both are too tempting. Both wants my attention. !

You have to move on anyway

And so I spent my whole afternoon out for appointments.

I am now so into this awesome story book.

I love long bus/car/mrt rides now, with this book.

And I am like early for my appointment for near two hours.

I hate to wait. But it matter no more since I can't wait to continue my boook.

Awesome. No worries.

Time seems to past fast as well.

And I was on the bus reading, there was this auntie who suddenly talked very loudly to me,

asking iff she coulld sit in.

People then turned to look at me that moment.

I wonder if she talks that loud all the time.

Things became awesome after reading I dont understand why.

I was with my thoughts all the while.

Babies are awesome!

Like seriously. So pure so innocent.

Then I thought, everyone was awesome.

It's just that as years got by, you just got more awesome or less.

Negative or not I don't know.

But whatever it is, I hate it.

I just didn't take it seriously nowadays.

Don't blame me. As i'M not with you this time.

I seriously hate it. I 'm not being too positive ya knw.

Just that I choose to believe. In people, in things.

Then I thought.

I have always thought that there's no limit in everyone.

You can achieve anything.

But.

There will be limit if that person limit him/herself.

"She can't do it." She won't change."

It starts to make sense.

Anw, BACK TO MY AWESOME BOOK!:D

Shoot for the moon and if you miss you'll still be among the stars.

I SLEPT FULL 8 HOURS!(Y)

new

I ANNOUNCED: I HAVE CHANGED INSTRUMENT.

THAT'S IT.

Hahaha! Today is the FIRST day.
It seems so not real, like a dream.

I felt like it's too rush, not much consideration.
However, I know this is what I want.

I am happy and satisfied with the situation!@.@

However, no one believes me!!
You all will know soon. Don't believe also no choice.

Lols!
Still a secret though, tomorrow will be the day everything revealed!!

I'm glad^.^

Day 2: Describe your actions in detail

No nap in the afternoon.
Stop all other stuffs at 9pm.
And to :
washing up in 10mins time.
pray in 5mins time.
pack bag in 15mins time.

Be on the bed at 9.45pm sharp.

Day 1 : Name your habit

Sleep at 10pm daily.

that love comes

Aww. So sweet! The drama was so sweet. Can't stop smiling!!
Just so in love with nice dramas^.^

这一秒开始相信，幸福就会靠近。

just a little more and you will get there

Hahas! I am happy now@.@
Just now. Yeah. Just now, I didn't feel right.
Felt pissed and have slight headache.

Especially when you were doing homework and your phone kept ringing.
Yeah, I know that my ringtone is like super nice.

But it was irritating.
When it was Coming from irritating people.

Anybody's message welcomed.

But not from someone. :/


I was doing chemistry. And halfway through I lie down on my bed.

My mom: If you want to sleep, go and sleep
Me: I don't want to sleep.
My mom: Then why did you lie there
Me: Because I don't want to do work.

I want neither!!

I want to watch my drama, I want to slack.

Urgh irritating.

BUT NOW I FEEL MUCH BETTER.

Because I am doing what I want :p

Hahahs! Shall get down to work tomorrow.

Ah sucks! ZXCVBNMTYUIOPSDFGHJ
Blah blah blah.
Whatever
I AM GOING TO SLEEP!

Its so same yet so different

1st time I went to a concert alone. Nice!xp

It was Republic Poly's concert, it was great.

And I had a wonderful night!

I want go for another band concert again!!

Can't wait!~

Going alone is nice, as I will be able to go into my own thoughts.

I enjoyed their band performance,

even though it did not stir a feeling in my heart like how mcb once did.

I can't wait to do new stuffs I never did before!

It's so exciting and challenging.

Now is 2am plus and I am like so awake:'(

Hheh, TILL THEN!:D

Purpose is the best motivator

Today when my schedule is free, my phone was quiet. Which I was quite glad.

It was like a getaway.

I thought hard. Lots of buzzing questions with no answers.

What do I want to do with my life.

Studies, music whatever whatever, why am I doing all this -to achieve what?

You worked hard, you studied hard, to achieve something.

But I am not like,

" Yes I really really want to achieve __points . OR I really really want to get into__JC. "

I didn't have this kind of thoughts.

There's something that I really really want to achieve though.

A Silver.

Anw, that's another whole new story.

And just then, I realised something.

The root to the answer I am looking for -I have too little experience.

I expect myself to know what I want when my experience was limited.

Piano, violin, band, they were all music related.

I did not try out new things I never dared to try out.

A quote which apply "Try doing stuff you don't usually do."

TILL THEN!:D

Yeah, I was scolded by people today and yesterday.
I shall remember and reflect on what they said.

You close your eyes. And when you open, you realise that everything has passed.

Things that you did not do left undone.

Time pass by just like that.

Moral: If there is anything you wanna do, just do it, now.

Time waits for no man.

My Wish

To all my close friends, meaningful lyrics:)

I AM BACK FROM CAMP!:D

But I really missed it:'(
It was really awesome!~

My previous post where I mentioned, "it is a really very difficult decision to make"
Yeah, I was refering to this camp.I was.
I really dread going for it. I guess I didnt want to get out of my comfort zone.
But I went. Which I'm glad I did.

My brother went," You never know, it may be a blessing in disguise."
I stood by the door and smiled to myself, yes, it was.

Now I'm homed.

INSTRUCTOR BEAR. I miss him the most!XD
He really transformed me. He is really awesome.
He gave me all his great advice which pushed me to overcome my fears.

I am really really really grateful to him.

I have learnt things that have far exceeded the 60bucks I paid.
Those are really invaluable to me.

In 4 days, I felt like I'm away for long, yet time seems to pass in a blink of an eye.

I have learnt to not give up no matter how frustrating it can get, you just have to try again and again. Never give up on your people.

I have learnt to be more expressive. Do not just do all the work behind, let them know.
Let them know you are the leader.

I have learnt to work as a team. Teamwork is like damn emphasized in this camp.
And I am better at managing my time after undergoing this camp.

My instructor touched me. This camp touched me.

SL Retreat 2010, AWESOME! :DDD

Happy Birthday. 01112010 . 58 .2000 batch