Again understood something!^^
Source from trip back to primary school.
I kept on thinking about my life in primary school, so dearly.
I spent six years of my life there, everyday, and it became part of me.
When I used to be a primary school kid, so carefree.
And the school bookshop gave me the most memories for my lower primary life. How I used to spend my time there, admiring those beautiful stuffs inside the glass table and then, bought it.
To think of it, I have not been back for three years, equivalent to half of my primary school life.
Yet six years of primary school life is so long and holds so much so much memories and that three years seem to past in a blink of an eye.
I hope to understand how Mr Peh felt as he watched he students, batch by batch, graduate and then went back to find him.
Three years,
he never change. Yet he shaped our lifes. How even the least significant things like the pathway I took to go out of school, will bring back so much memories.
And then, all these thoughts lead me to thinking about the life I have now.
How the moment I graduated from secondary school, even the corridor or the pathway that lead me to the hall will bring out so much memories. Now, it is just part of my life. Everyday rushing past the pathway, and not noticing or feeling anything.
And then, my brother starts saying his belief again.
"I told you to join AMKSS, who ask you don't want. You see lah, if you listen to me that time, you may now be playing with a top band and not suffering."
Again, he said it.
However, it's now that I finally understood and answered him, "I never regret my decision. And, I am more than 90% sure that I won't be joining the band there. I did not come from a primary school band where they will most likely continue their band life in secondary school. I am just a kid who knows nothing about a band. Yet, it is MCB that I am attracted to.
What other school bands cannot give me. It is firstly, the feeling that MCB gave me when they played a song. Secondly, (Lols) the negative comments people gave about MCB. Which I'm sure AMKSS band won't give. Yes, there may be some exceptions where their band gave me a special feeling when they played, yet, I am only less than 10% sure that I will get that feeling. And haha, I have to admit that I chose MFSS is due to firstly, I don't want be same school as my brother. Secondly, I want to enrol in the same school as my best friend.Hahas.
But, it is my fate. I am a mayflowerian. I don't regret.
Everything will be different if I chose another school, totally.
Even though the school is driving me mad,
it is the band members and the band that made me not regret.
I will have never met person A or person B(from band).
Yes, that's right.
And then my brother continued , " You don't join band you still can join what?"
Hahas, you never know. I never knew I will join band when I'm sec one as well.
The power of MCB is , to draw people who have nothing related to band to them. A stranger you can say, of band.
And I can already foresee the place that will hold the most memories when I graduated,
the band room.
Going back to primary school after three years gave me really really wierd feelings, positive ones though. This, is life.
