Heyo!
Ate this new -to- me sambal fish from japanese stall during recess today.Delicious! Very spicy I like! Yesterday night ate chili crab too! wah damn niceXD
Biology lesson: Human heart is a muscle. So why does human kept on saying 'heart pain ah! heartbroken!' When the heart is just a muscle. I can't get this so I went up to teacher. It is all psychology. It came from the brain and your mind control how you feel. So sayings like 'I love you with all my heart' , is fake. Feelings are controlled by the brain.

Everybody has different sayings. But for me, I believe in biology terms. And it is so interesting to me!

Welcome February 2011!

yilian(:

treasure

hello just wanna say i love my new phone because i can go onlime with it at home. it means i can eliminate switching on the com. i can concentrate on my studies too. blogging will be done by phone!:Dthe only one thing is, i'm not used to touchscreen so i will take longer time.xp finally i consider myself finished all the homework. now i can sleep well!:Dloves~
yilian

김범수 - 나타나 (SBS DRAMA, SECRET GARDEN OST)

Secret Garden is awesome too!

He is so handsome I love looking at his face!:D

HELLO!

Exchange cum concert by yuying, nothing to say, just plain AWESOME!

What I mean is yuying's music. Rocked the whole school hall!:D

That is the standard. That is what band music is for.

My whole morning spent in band scene!:D 10school band, each played twice.

To me, yuying is the best! There's no need to fight.

Huayi is good too, even though they deproved when they are up stage, they managed to move me.

Somehow, I am disappointed. None of the band gave me that feeling. The feeling that made me join band. That feeling of touched and moved.

But yuying and huayi surprised me! Yuying is still the best.

I looked out of the window on the way back, my mind repeating that moment and my heart not letting go. Damn, it's too nice.

It's unbearable how I felt, as they are too awesome and I wonder.

The desperation that I felt.

I was listening to band music on the bus, I fall asleep, but my mind is still thinking.

And then, we took MrTan's car back:DWent to SWS first.

I'm idolising mrtan more and more. LOL. He's too good.

Hmm..he is educated and well-off yet very human. Putting others before self.

I had a wonderful morning and band-music lover rocked on~

AND I GOT A NEW PHONE TOUCHSCREEN. HAHA!

Even though sad, I guess I will abandon my old phone which undergo wear and tear.

You did a great job though.

Gonna love my Dad!:D

yilian(:

Ji Mo Ji Mo Jiu Hao

I really can't find any song that can describe my feelings now. Damn.

Hey(:

Ups and downs, high and low, positive and negative.

A mixture of both is normal in the long term. Therefore I will just get through it.(:

I look at something, my perspective for the same thing will be different in some weird days.

It will be good soon(:

And I am heartless. I'm letting go.

Dear yilian, please study hard. You can have time for yourself and watch the freaking addictive drama. But you must finish up what you started. Finish up what is important. Please bear that in mind.

-yilian(:

Oh and weekend is here and CNY is coming! I cannnnnnn't wait!:D

yilian's update for the day!(:

I love today's flow. How nice.

It's awesome when you experience moments where you end up being early for appointment,

and then you got the chance to take a stroll in a nearby bookstore. When you went in, you will go wow so many beautiful books you know you never can finish all.

And you got a praise from the nurse for being early. And you happen to be so early you caught up with the earlier shuttle bus.

All the way, being indulged in a book.

Books are awesome.

The way you are.

yilian(:

EDIT: Today's my brother's first day at AJC(:And I saw Wendy in AJC's uniform, cool! Next year will be my turn, in my dream school's uniform^^

L.O.V.E I LOVE YOU AND YOU LOVE ME!:D

My goal is far I know. It is unrealistic I know.

But, I want to give it a shot. I don't want to give up even before trying.

That is the place I want to be.

I will be realistic but I will still hold on to my dream.

yilian(:

Work hard, stay positive, and get up early. It's the best part of the day.~ George Allen, Sr

Hey!:D

Schooled, dry run, band!(:

Chatted with LILI during classes, wonderful!

So nice chatting with her.

EVERYBODY STAY STRONG. This is not everything, life goes on.

I have to find back my positive self!

STAY STRONG.

Stay focused on my goals. Never never never lose sight of them. *focus*

Frustration, although quite painful at times, is a very positive and essential part of success.

- Bo Bennett

P.S Hey I miss you leh. HAHA. 有缘再相聚。

hello!:D

After we succeeded taking marching video, I should have eaten!:(

Went home, slept till this morning 6am and I AM DAMN HUNGRY..

The look of food was a luxury. I should have ate!

And I ate whatever food that came my way and went back to sleep.

I am yilian, the superficial me. I crave for success.

Different from how I look, different from how you thought.

人質

Update for the day.

I walked to and fro in the house, clueless of what to do.

Fatigue is getting to me every second and homework is getting to me every minute.

After talking a catnap, I still can sense fatigue. Now, I'm in nowhere.

I cannot sleep, I cannot do homework. To make things worst, dinner is calling out to me.

Eat me up or mummy will come after you.

My solution is to use computer and await the moment where my heart and my mind is in sync.

Marching I love, marching I fear. We will do well tomorrow.

We put in so much effort, it's time to be appreciated.

While marching, I was distracted.

I left my phone at the canteen table, bare and wide, as if calling for thief.

My heart skipped a beat, what ifs.

I quickened my pace to check things out. Phew.

It's still there(:

Awesome people who put a smile on my face. Lovely people(:

My love for it is growing stronger as the minutes went by. I cannot bear to put it down now.

I am getting out of hand. As if I care. But, I do care. I do want to care. But the more I go against something, the more I cannot stop.

I am happy today. Because I am doing something I love.

在我心上用力的开一枪

让一切归零在这声巨响

-yilian