I wish that everything is well for you

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PANG SHI MIN!!

You set your eyes on your goals. You see nothing only your goals.

My beloved friend

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMELIA CHOO SHU XIAN!!

For me the hardest part was laying in bed, alone, during the middle of the night, drenched in fear. As I laid awake in terror, I learned to pray for help and learned to meditate so I could hear the answer. I tried to be as much in the now as possible.

Tamara Kerner

So far, the day hasn't been productive.

That morning I realized that even though I was blessed with a lot of loving people in my life, not everyone will choose to remain a part of my life forever. It’s harsh and gave me the shudders. But it was ultimately a truth.

Another truth I realized was that there was just one entity who will always be there for me—always. No strings attached. And that’s my inner self. In good times, and in bad, it is there to comfort me.

So what’s the point to panic? None. Whatever happens, always remember you are not alone. Don’t panic.

Pooja Lohana

With the certificate in hand, smiles on our faces, we bid goodbye.
In a few hours time, I will going to school for the last day, as a mayflowerian.

Weirdly, I have no feelings.Why?!Because I'm too overwhelmed by o level to care about other stuff.
Anyway, yesterday Lili spotted my FIRST white hair! Omg.
It's dedicated to the o.

Nice right! Yes!

I'm not slacking. This is my study break! Hehe.
Once beaten, twice shy. I'm really worried that I'm just receiving what I'm studying and I won't be able to extract them. Just like before prelim. Which means ineffective studying! ><

I'll just pray then. SS now!

I almost cried.



Actually I did.

Today, I stayed home. Erm should say yesterday. I found that I complete more. But I missed school. As in really miss school. Just two more weeks and we will be graduating. Sometimes I really hate change. But it's not my choice too. Everybody have to move on. Change is inevitable.

I really hope that I have faith in myself, that i believe everything will be smoothsailing and i will do just fine. I really hope that I stop giving myself all those unnecessary stress that I may freak out before o level even begin. Things are really tough now. And I learn that I should really go to school and chill out instead coping in the house until I almost burst!

Whatever man. O level is not everything. And what I mean is, if I really tried my best and the result is still not good, so what. It's not the end. Yea, maybe I will cry buckets of tears here and there ,but, in the end, everybody will move on. So now, let's just do our best! And here's where positive thinking play a part!

We can do it!

Btw, hongwei's too evil! How can he go around telling people he thinks I became fatter! Hmph.

I'm sleeping soon and not touching the books anymore till tomorrow! Hehe.

You belong with me.

My confused feelings, I have to settle them fast. Now is just not the right time to have these feelings.

Confidence is preparation. Everything else is beyond your control.
~Richard Kline

not going down

Now is NOT the time to feel demoralised. Now is NOT the time to cry over split milk. Now is Not the time to be affected by other people. Just believe in yourself and carry on. Cry it out and carry on working.

I dream about you when I'm sleeping I think about you when I'm awake.

Hello! Today, I struggled with math again, finished one chemistry paper two and wrote two english essays. As for maths, I couldn't solve the question! My brother was preparing for his promos which is tomorrow, Amelia was not here and I couldn't possibly ask my mum. So I approached my father. We tried to solve it for like an hour.

Anyway, he criticized my essay! SO SAD. Lots of criticism and all.

I don't consider today as productive. But I do hope my maths improved. Hehe.

Night!

You're never as good as everyone tells you when you win, and you're never as bad as they say when you lose.
~Lou Holtz and John Heisler, The Fighting Spirit

study date

Amelia expresses her love for me!













































































































The paper was almost torn as I rubbed it again and again Math! Why can't I solve you!
I got stuck at almost every question!

Today I struggled with Emath and finished two ss sbq. It was not that productive!Well because Amelia and I was chatting non stop we talked about the dreams we had we talked about friendships etc and we played with my phone! Heheh.

It's almost 12am when I reached home!

Tomorrow I guess I'm staying home to study. And I'm now reading biology while blogging! Sleeping soon!

The longer you are stuck at it, the sooner you will solve it.

mathematics

The study of the measurement, properties, and relationships of quantities and sets, using numbers and symbols.

If you hear a voice within you say "you cannot paint," then by all means paint, and that voice will be silenced.  ~Vincent Van Gogh