I like it what you want

Hello I'm currently clueless of what to do so I think I might as well blog rather than staring into space. I'm not in the mood to do anything. Just feel like sleeping. But if I go to sleep, I'll feel like I wasted one day. Argh! 52dayyyyyyyyyys.

School today is not that nice and comfortable. I felt kind of frustrated I guess the bad weather contributes to it too. Haiz..so I had a long nap after I came home. And then violin lesson at night, I bumped into hong wei twice, my teachers have been very nice, I had slight stomachache and thats all.

Teachers day celebration tomorrow I have to go even though I'm reluctant to do it:(

My current worries are my violin exam and studies:( and etc of course. I think I've been avoiding a lot of things recently, and by avoiding them, it'll only get worse.

But I'm really not in the mood to confront them now. I mean, studies are the most important.

I'll have to give my best and pray for good results.

A hug is like a boomerang - you get it back right away.
Bil Keane

Okay thats all for the post today :D

"Man is least himself when he talks in his own person. Give him a mask, and he will tell you the truth."

~Oscar Wilde

wednesday weird

I'm not at library today because I'm too tired to get out of the house. I was studying POA and then plan to take a short nap, but I seems to got stuck to the bed after waking up and my eyes felt droopy. Without realising, I'm back to sleep. But lucky I studied later on.

Let's see. Today I studied POA and SS and abit of Biology and Chemistry. But I'm not yet ready for tomorrow's paper. I'll just try my best! (:

"The maxim states: ""Not to advance is to retreat."" The point is to continue forging ahead despite any storms or hardships that may arise, to be fearless and advance like a lion. Last lap towards the end of your secondary school education! Gogogo! "

MrChng (: Hehe.

monday blues

Kind of screwed up O level english oral and was feeling rather dejected after leaving school library.I really don’t like oral! And Chinese oral kind of already gave me a bad feeling about it. Well, it's over time to move on. Yesterday I had made a decision to "live" in the library, which means to spend most of my time there.
Prelim starts tomorrowww . Wish me luck!

“There comes a time when the world gets quiet and the only thing left is your own heart. So you’d better learn the sound of it. Otherwise you’ll never understand what it’s saying.”

—	Sarah Dessen

Sacrifice – Are you prepared to sacrifice your leisure activities or not spending recreational time with your family just to commit to your task at hand? It is crucial that you are able to place your goal as top priority; over and above everything else which should take second place. If you are not motivated enough to be solely dedicated to your goals, it will be virtually impossible for you to make sacrifices and give your goal that number one position in your life. When you let everything else get in the way, your goals will be ignored, neglected and eventually forgotten. Making any sacrifice requires a deep sense of commitment to your personal desire, your reason, your motive and inmost intention; only then will you be willing, prepared and enthusiastic enough to see through your goals; without being tempted by other distractions or excuses. Remember that turning to excuses will always be your first and greatest obstacle to achieving your goals – so it is important you set your mind on what you want and not fall prey to distractions.

There was a fisherman named Fisher
who fished for some fish in a fissure.
Till a fish with a grin,
pulled the fisherman in.
Now they're fishing the fissure for Fisher.

dream it

Hello Thursday.

Chinese O level I had gotten an A2, with paper 3 a merit.

My family seems to be satisfied and happy with it.

My first reaction was relief. Phew~

But after thinking about it, I haven’t achieve my target and it is one of my best subject(kind of like the only hope) and I didn’t get an A1.

I’m not retaking because I guess it’s because of oral. It’s not likely to make any difference.

So I guess I’ll just move on and work hard on other subjects.

I’m getting nervous as the days neared. I really want to do well(everyone wants)

But the question is, “Am I willing to work hard for it?”

Not everyone has the chance to take O level and yet I’m not giving my best for it.

I AM moving forward, but not on full speed.

Btw, I deactivated my fb account. I guess I'll be back after O level.

I’m slowly losing faith in myself.

Please grant me a wish. And that's to do well for O level.

The Mountain-Moving Momentum Law says that nothing can stop you except your own resistance. Blow past your resistance and you'll discover that what you thought would take years to achieve, only required a few weeks or even days.

Jung Yong Hwa

I've been watching his shows these few days. Jung Yong Hwa.

:D

Traumerei

What do you think of this song? (:

Christian Lindberg

Nice. Really nice :D

it's not going so well

Study date with Jollibbee, Tingwei and Amelia at amk mac.

Violin lesson in the morning and my Dad woke me up at 7 to study(I didn't).

The weather was very humid and hot(Argh!!!!!!!!!!!) and I'm having my period and I haven't eaten anything ever since I woke up and I have to run errands for my mum and I was worrying about what to wear for my piano competition and I was held up for admin stuff at my music school and I'm late.

Studied with Jollibbee but I didn't make much progress.

So I left early.

Today is such a not good day.

Btw, I'm done with my outfit for my competition!!:D

and hopefully the days get better

I'm beat.

Monday: Study date with Amelia, Shimin, Michelle and TingWei :D + Study date with Amelia.

Tuesday:

Study date with Amelia at amk mac.

We stayed in mac drive thru for 8 hours studying hard with occasional breaks.

I know you guys are proud of us! We left when we felt we can't take it anymore and really saturated with information.

I did Chem, Bio and Emath and I've decided that I'll focus on these three subjects! Chiong ah!

Nothing special happened today except when a cockroach appear at my house!! A big big cockroach! My brother and I were like discussing strategies to capture it and we were running around the house. He got scared like me! Tsk tsk. It's a really big cockroach!

And today's a really productive day!

Agenda for tomorrow: Practice violin in the morning. Study date with Amelia, Jollibbee and Tingwei in the afternoon and night.

Take care!

Sir Winston Churchill was scheduled to make a speech at an elementary school. He was known to be a great orator, and the auditorium was packed with students and teachers who wanted to hear him speak. At the appointed time Churchill strolled onto the stage towards the podium. A hush of silence fell onto the crowd, out of respect and in anticipation of a brilliant speech. When he reached the podium Churchill remained silent for a long time before he said, "Never, never, never, never, never, never give up." Then he turned around and walked off the stage.

and another day passed

Saturday: Slacking at Sheryl's house.

Sunday: Sws practice, study date with Amelia at amk library and dinner with Mum. :D

I was really angry and pissed off with my dad that I nearly cried.

He bought a black blazer for me which he thinks I need and I thinks I don't need which cost him 50bucks.

Whatever I typed out in this space was not saved, it disappeared and it's really long so I'm not retyping.

Point form:

• Amelia came to my house for the first time
• I was really happy playing trombone today because two pro players were with me
• I can't accept the fact that a small plate of vegetables cost 6bucks. Argh!

Ty and bye.

Ice Princess

Seventeen year old Casey Carlyle, a bookworm and physics geek, plans to use her academic skills to purse a scholarship to Harvard University.But her passion was ice skating and in the end she gave up Harvard for her dream.

Awesome movie recommended by Jollibbee((:

the guilt is killing me

Mayflower band 2011((:





















School today was irritating, but much much much better than yesterday's.

After school Jollibbee and I kind of half-run -half -walk back to her house and I borrowed her pants and jacket.
We then flagged a cab down to the Kallang Leisure Park for a ice-skating session! Woots!~
It was reasonably fun and I'm really hoping that it's worth my moneyyyy.
Yes. I went ice skating instead of studying.

So Bee and I were like having MUCH difficulties. Timlin, Angie, LiXuan, Kaili and Qinrong, they were guiding us! Thanks a bunch!

I fell once.

There were so many times when I almost fell.

Once, Timlin were like going so fast(intentionally!)and we lost control. It was scary and I was grabbing Timlin so hard for my dear life.

Another time, Timlin(again), he were holding us and there were two other band members at the other side forming a long chain and suddenly, there were someone in between Bee and I.
We let go and wow, I almost fall.

I am sorry.

Sorry to Yanjia.

This time I really fell, but it's with yanjia and she was badly hurt. I think it's my fault :(
We were skating together holding hands and it was not long when I lost balance and both of us fell. We were holding each other face to face and I fell forward she fell backward. She hurt her back or something and she was in so much pain she couldn't speak or get up. If only we didn't skate together alone because both of us weren't good and if only I had grabbed her and stopped her from falling back. I'll pray that she recover soon.

I am feeling guilty. It's moments when you caused something bad to happen , even though it was not your intention , you will feel so bad.

So I stopped skating then and went back to rest.


Overall, I think this ice skating session was thrilling (:

Skating with band members and seeing how they will gather together immediately to help when one of the band member fell. They are bonded.

It's a good time for members to relax and have fun too after all those hard work. (Especially our dear current seniors)

A cool Friday =D


Btw, I NEED A DRESS!

and you think you are right

Lame people with all your childish act. You guys are seriously pissing me off. How childish can you get.