I thought a lot.

It is a really very difficult decision to make.

However, after all, how I realised I didn't believe in myself.

I made my decision.

I will have trust in myself.

OFF TO SL RETREAT CAMP.

Will be right back in 4 days time.

(Y)

p/s I still can't squeeze everything into my bag!T_T

Sometimes things are hard and you have to be stronger.

Sometimes things are hard and you have people supporting you.

Sometimes things are hard and you have to conquer it which is the reason why things are hard.

Really grateful

♥

I feel happy and calm today:)
I guess it is because of reading books!

I borrowed four storybooks in the library which only need to be returned when school reopen!
Made me very happy. And expecially when there are a lot of new books!^.^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMELIA CHOO!<3

Please follow me through and not give up

Three possibities:

1. Go to SYF back with Silver
2. Go to SYF back with Bronze/ COP
3. Do not even go to SYF

By right, whatever reasons, one of the above will happen.

And you are the one to decide which one you want to strive for.

The morale is low now, we are like hitting the bottom.
No one is happy with the situation. And everything, I can only agree.
But, my last year,
IF
I came back with no2 or 3, It will be hard to get over. You will, Make a history in MCB.

I am not being silly. I am not being unrealistic.
I am serious.

So, please , follow me through. All the way till SYF. This few months left, only for a few months.


Take fight or Take flight.

And I take fight.
Whatever it takes.

please do something about it

I just had violin and piano lesson.
Full of regrets,
and I starts to wonder what I have been doing for this week.
It seems as though another week just passed, doing nothing.

I watched childeye, had a good workout at the gym, went to universal studio.

And only like that..?

...

Next week
Monday:

• (M)Meeting

• (A)Meeting .

Tuesday:

• (M) Open house

• (A)Archery + Shimin's bday celebration.

Wednesday:

• (M)Open house.

Thursday:

• Last day of school.

Saturday:

• Grade 4 Theory

Choi Si Won - Worthless

I must be a bad person. I cannot face you who are hurt.

I know your pain. But why am I like this?

I know you better day by day

but my heart slowly grows more weary.

If we get nearer, we will both be hurt.

I cry with no sound, I laugh without caring how others look at me.

Behind you, I can barely control my urge to call out to you and stop you from leaving.

You are so pretty, and I love you so much.

Asking you to forget me is just a lie, a lie.

Please, don't go. Don't go away. Come back. Come back to me.

I love this song.

A Wonderful Saturday

The whole afternoon and evening spent at universal studio! OMG.

Eat until crazy with our 200dollars meal voucher!

HAD FUN!

So much to say, but I'm too tired!!

:)

Morning self practice at school !

<---

I named him as my favourite junior now!:D

I have to admit The Child's Eye was scary and nice.

Had fun!

And went to the gym as well.

Had a wonderful promotion day! ;)

• Saturday whole day at Universal studio!

Monday afternoon picnic with clique at East coast!

XD Excited at the thought!

I want to watch another movie!

But next week is packed that I have no time for it!

Urgh!!

when you know where you stand

SA2 results

from the lowest to highest~

Biology : 53/100
Chemistry : 54/100
Combined Humanities : 56/100
Emath : 61/100
English : 67/100
Chinese: 76/100
POA : 91/100

Av : 65(61%)

L1R5: 20

Deproved so much as compared to mid year.

Not any awesome :S

Ended 'Oh! My lady' ! (Y)

Quite nice! :-D

Today has been bad for me.

Have a few headaches which I didnt know why, as it is really rare for me. Got back undesirable results. Got depressed for a moment for various reasons. And I also heard a depressing news.

It's the second time I felt that depressed after hearing almost similar news.

The first one was worse. I really hope things will not go as expected. I really hope it will turn out good. And lastly, I saw eye bags just now, staring in the mirror.

Guess I have not slept well.

But nevertheless, I just read something really meaningful.

Dear friend,
Sometimes the littlest thing in life changes something forever and there will be times when you wish you can go back to how things used to be but you just can’t because things have changed so much. It’s hard to accept the harsh reality but you can’t go back the past and manipulate the way you wanted things to happen. If that’s the case, life’s gonna be so meaningless and boring. No doubt you will get the shitty days, let the past go, march on like a soldier and it shall be a splendid and gorgeous day again. If it was never meant to be, then just forget everything you said and everything you did. If it was never meant to be, then just pretend everything and anything was never meant to be.When loving someone, never regret what you do, only regret what you don’t do. The past hurts but you either run away from it or learn from it. In the long run, you won’t regret for the things you’ve done but the things you’ve NOT done. That’s why God created tomorrow for us to make things up. Take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you’ve got and remember what you had. Don’t be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have or could have had. And never never never regret something that once made you smile.

I always believe everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. Sometimes, somehow, some good things in life will come to an end. Unless you want to be nothing, I heard it lasts forever.

Life still goes on.

results

Really very disappointed with my EOY results.

Wednesday hopefully will be the day I can confirm all my marks.

Got back all marks except for english .

The only time I really worked hard, I got back undesirable marks.

I know myself. My foundation is not strong.

And the amount of hard work I put will not be enough to repay back what I lost.

Time to give my all.

If only.

An artist may have burdens the ordinary citizen doesn't know, but the ordinary citizen has burdens that many artists never even touch.
Patti Smith

"Oh! My lady" little Ye Eun is too cute~

Overwhelming cuteness!

Urgh damn it.

I cannot watch the drama because it is not loading and have problems here and there!

I shall then forget about it. ^_^

For years, I have being letting my laziness control my life.

Stop and think

Is what I am doing now beneficial to myself? Am I doing the right thing?

Nah.

I have been wasting the whole day away.

I Will control my own life now, by my brain.

There is nothing noble in being superior to others.

The nobility lies in being superior to your former self.

Yesterday is awesome.

Because today is not any better.

Yay

Omg! I had a new thing!

It's an ear piece. A wireless one!

To my amazement!

Just when I was telling Dad I will buy an ear piece tomorrow,

he told me he had this wireless one.

Which is like, only for phone calls.

But, IT CAN LISTEN TO MUSIC AS WELL!

Totally, Cool!

Technology wise.

I am so going to use it.

It's totally like an ear piece, except only it is wireless.

C.O.O.L.

determined

Sudden urge to blog down my thoughts. I jUST now fELt a sheer excitement When I saw my brother studying. It may sound crazy,but I really feel like studying.I was watching a drama enjoying myself, but suddenly I really have the urge to study. My mind was only thinking about studies.I have always asked, do you like studying? And most replies i got was, Of Course not! Who in the World will love to study.However, till now, I Will always believe wholeheartly that someone out there, will love it. There Will be presence of these people. So just now, I managed to complete two math exercise!(Y) And i am tired now. I know I have grew to like studying. I like the feeling of having new knowledge stored in my brain and that I am smarter than before. I like the feeling of having the questions at your fingertips. Most importantly, studying will boost self esteem. Having know that you have achieved something at the end of the day makes you smile.And,having clear goals in mind and the determined attitude makes starting to study easy. I know what I wants. Therefore I know what to do. Study not because you have to. Study because you wants to. :) TIME FOR BED!XD

Plannings

First priorty : eMaths

2nd: ChemIstry

3rd: BIology

4th: Humanities (SS and History)

5th: Languages (English and Chinese)

6th: POA

Maths

• 3A and 3B textbook all the homework
• All Practice papers from Mr Chng( sec three express)

Focused on Maths, to finish before December holiday ends!(Y)

jIA You

I want to be successful. I want to get into a good JC so that I will have a good future.

Everything starts now. I will Study hard now.

anew

You reap whatever you sow. :)

From the start of october, I have been focusing only on SA2.

In a blink of eye, now is already 14 October. 14days have passed.

Truthfully, this SA2 I really worked hard. (during sa2 period)

And I learnt alot. To think for the previous don't know how many months I have been slacking and making my way through. This 8days I really studied, and I actually can focus on it! Hah!

Now that SA2 is over, it's time to look into a different direction and focus on it.

BAND♥

SA2 2010

IT'S OVER! SA2 IS OVER!

Good

SA2 2 more paper down!(Y)
POA was much easier than expected!:D
History did not let me down, my efforts did not go to waste!:D
except that sbq was really hard, other than that, YEAH!
And now with my favourite tumyam eemian yupian!^^

Bio SPA

1st Bio SPA screwed.

go on and sow now

You reap whatever you sow.

When you put in effort you will get your reward.
To think I actually forgot about all my goals.

I must be kidding. I Want to get to my goals, yet I did nothing for it.

I realised something recently. It's not easy to change. In fact, it's really hard.

When I said I will not be late again, I really mean it.

However, I did not do anything for it, to fulfill my promise.

I am still waking up at the same time, going out of the house at the same freaking time.

I mean what I said, yet I did not do any actions.

Jia You! Go on and sow now!

Five more stars to accomplish!

The next time I am using the phrase, will be after I reaped what I want after I sowed for it.

"I will change." A simple three words ; hard one meaning.

...

6 Oct, I hate you.

To think that this day will be there every year. Damn.

SA2 break

I am...GLAD!
Like seriously, I'm waiting for this moment.
SA2 BREAK!
Until next Monday:B
And I already "know" my POA marks which I took yesterday.
Not excellent but I must be contented.
To be honest, this POA paper is the first one I felt lost, very lost.
Mind suddenly went blank when I start. Thought it will be screwed.
But I calmed myself down that moment.
Wondering if being too ambitious is a bad thing.
I am too ambitious, always wanting the best, to the extend of being unrealistic.
However, ambitious is one thing, lazy is another.__.
I am way too lazy.
SS paper today, 7marks gone.
It's been long since I felt so stressed for a paper near craziness.
Yesterday night, I am too bothered by POA and being late that I can't stand it.
Went to rest and fell asleep all the way till 12midnight.
And to think I havent touch any SS stuff, I stayed up whole night.
The last lap before the paper, chiong.Now, HAHAHA. It's over;]
EVERYTHING last min studies. Now that next paper is History and POA,
I won't repeat the same mistake and torture myself studying last min.
Really torturing..
But now, HAHAHA. Off to my DRAMA!

*Don't think of anything and be carried away by the drama*

Opps! 'O' level Bio SPA is this Friday.-.-"

:)

Atashinchi no Danshi

It's over. I have finished it.

Too good. Very good.

I will not describe it as the best, for I believe the BEST have yet to come.

No no no, there may even not have the best, for it will get BETTER and BETTER.

Haiz, how did human beings produce such a beautiful drama.

If I'm not wrong, I started this drama on last Saturday,

just when I should be studying for my EOY which commence today.

Finished in 3days time!

It's really very good. That's why I love dramas.*A drama addict here*

Moved me to tears..sobsob...

A treasure called family.

First two papers DOWN! Good. It was not bad.

:)

SA2 is tomorrow

YES, SA2 IS TOMORROW !!!

T_T