Thursday, October 28, 2010


I thought a lot.
It is a really very difficult decision to make.

However, after all, how I realised I didn't believe in myself.
I made my decision.

I will have trust in myself.

OFF TO SL RETREAT CAMP.
Will be right back in 4 days time.

(Y)

p/s I still can't squeeze everything into my bag!T_T

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Sometimes things are hard and you have to be stronger.

Sometimes things are hard and you have people supporting you.

Sometimes things are hard and you have to conquer it which is the reason why things are hard.

Really grateful

Monday, October 25, 2010

I feel happy and calm today:)
I guess it is because of reading books!

I borrowed four storybooks in the library which only need to be returned when school reopen!
Made me very happy. And expecially when there are a lot of new books!^.^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMELIA CHOO!<3

Please follow me through and not give up

Three possibities:



  1. Go to SYF back with Silver
  2. Go to SYF back with Bronze/ COP
  3. Do not even go to SYF

By right, whatever reasons, one of the above will happen.

And you are the one to decide which one you want to strive for.

The morale is low now, we are like hitting the bottom.
No one is happy with the situation. And everything, I can only agree.
But, my last year,
IF
I came back with no2 or 3, It will be hard to get over. You will, Make a history in MCB.

I am not being silly. I am not being unrealistic.
I am serious.

So, please , follow me through. All the way till SYF. This few months left, only for a few months.


Take fight or Take flight.

And I take fight.
Whatever it takes.

please do something about it

I just had violin and piano lesson.
Full of regrets,
and I starts to wonder what I have been doing for this week.
It seems as though another week just passed, doing nothing.

I watched childeye, had a good workout at the gym, went to universal studio.

And only like that..?

...

Next week
Monday:
  • (M)Meeting
  • (A)Meeting .
Tuesday:
  • (M) Open house
  • (A)Archery + Shimin's bday celebration.
Wednesday:
  • (M)Open house.
Thursday:
  • Last day of school.

Saturday:
  • Grade 4 Theory

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Choi Si Won - Worthless

I must be a bad person. I cannot face you who are hurt.
I know your pain. But why am I like this?
I know you better day by day
but my heart slowly grows more weary.
If we get nearer, we will both be hurt.

I cry with no sound, I laugh without caring how others look at me.
Behind you, I can barely control my urge to call out to you and stop you from leaving.
You are so pretty, and I love you so much.
Asking you to forget me is just a lie, a lie.

Please, don't go. Don't go away. Come back. Come back to me.




I love this song.

A Wonderful Saturday




The whole afternoon and evening spent at universal studio! OMG.
Eat until crazy with our 200dollars meal voucher!

HAD FUN!


So much to say, but I'm too tired!!
:)












Morning self practice at school !
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I named him as my favourite junior now!:D


Friday, October 22, 2010






I have to admit The Child's Eye was scary and nice.

Had fun!
And went to the gym as well.

Had a wonderful promotion day! ;)


  • Saturday whole day at Universal studio!
Monday afternoon picnic with clique at East coast!

XD Excited at the thought!

I want to watch another movie!
But next week is packed that I have no time for it!
Urgh!!

when you know where you stand

SA2 results

from the lowest to highest~

Biology : 53/100
Chemistry : 54/100
Combined Humanities : 56/100
Emath : 61/100
English : 67/100
Chinese: 76/100
POA : 91/100

Av : 65(61%)
L1R5: 20

Deproved so much as compared to mid year.
Not any awesome :S

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Monday, October 18, 2010

Today has been bad for me.
Have a few headaches which I didnt know why, as it is really rare for me. Got back undesirable results. Got depressed for a moment for various reasons. And I also heard a depressing news.
It's the second time I felt that depressed after hearing almost similar news.
The first one was worse. I really hope things will not go as expected. I really hope it will turn out good. And lastly, I saw eye bags just now, staring in the mirror.
Guess I have not slept well.
But nevertheless, I just read something really meaningful.

Dear friend,
Sometimes the littlest thing in life changes something forever and there will be times when you wish you can go back to how things used to be but you just can’t because things have changed so much. It’s hard to accept the harsh reality but you can’t go back the past and manipulate the way you wanted things to happen. If that’s the case, life’s gonna be so meaningless and boring. No doubt you will get the shitty days, let the past go, march on like a soldier and it shall be a splendid and gorgeous day again. If it was never meant to be, then just forget everything you said and everything you did. If it was never meant to be, then just pretend everything and anything was never meant to be.When loving someone, never regret what you do, only regret what you don’t do. The past hurts but you either run away from it or learn from it. In the long run, you won’t regret for the things you’ve done but the things you’ve NOT done. That’s why God created tomorrow for us to make things up. Take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you’ve got and remember what you had. Don’t be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have or could have had. And never never never regret something that once made you smile.

I always believe everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. Sometimes, somehow, some good things in life will come to an end. Unless you want to be nothing, I heard it lasts forever.

Life still goes on.



results


Really very disappointed with my EOY results.
Wednesday hopefully will be the day I can confirm all my marks.

Got back all marks except for english .
The only time I really worked hard, I got back undesirable marks.
I know myself. My foundation is not strong.
And the amount of hard work I put will not be enough to repay back what I lost.
Time to give my all.

If only.


An artist may have burdens the ordinary citizen doesn't know, but the ordinary citizen has burdens that many artists never even touch.
Patti Smith

Sunday, October 17, 2010

















"Oh! My lady" little Ye Eun is too cute~

Overwhelming cuteness!

Saturday, October 16, 2010

Urgh damn it.
I cannot watch the drama because it is not loading and have problems here and there!
I shall then forget about it. ^_^
For years, I have being letting my laziness control my life.

Stop and think
Is what I am doing now beneficial to myself? Am I doing the right thing?
Nah.
I have been wasting the whole day away.

I Will control my own life now, by my brain.

There is nothing noble in being superior to others.
The nobility lies in being superior to your former self.