Sunday, May 13, 2012
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Thursday, April 26, 2012
Monday, April 23, 2012
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Wednesday, April 18, 2012
fighting spirit
Hello :D
These are the 'major' events of my life for the past few weeks. HAHAHA
I'm not always studying one okay! :D
6/4
Dined at Pariss with My mum and Bro. And Mum's company. Time for gooood food! It's an expensive place! Food's good. :D
8/4
Ice skating at kallang leisure park with Michelle and Audrey! Ice Skating was funnnnn! I'm a noob at it! So all the while I held onto Michelle and Audrey for my life! No falling! Happy birthday to Michelle too! :D Hopes that she enjoyed the day and loves my present for her.
14/4
Watched Titanic. I love it! It's very touching! No I didn't cry. But I almost cried! <3
18/4
Dinner date at Burger King with Amelia! We just talked like normal and spam photos HAHA
I always like talking to Amelia. She's very enlightening. It feels like after a long day at work, you seek a rest. She provides warmth and comfort.
Life's been..boring? Every week, every day, you go to school, you do some stuffs, and the same routine repeats again and again. And then yesterday night, I finally stops and think.
What is it that I truly want? Why am I going through all these stuffs? My ultimate goal?
No motivation. No fun. No drive to win. Nowhere to go.
But if I think logically, I should be satisfied with my life. I have school to go. Place to live. Lots of food to eat. Supporting friends and family.
Someone to love.
What should I be not happy about?
Because I don't have dreams. And a strong mindset.
I've changed. In a good way and in a bad way. I became more truthful to my own feelings. But I became less sentimental. I am not as optimistic as before.
I've learnt something though.
No matter what, follow your passion. I'm no longer in band. I thought it will be better. I thought I will be happier. I thought I can now devote more time to my studies. But I'm wrong.
I didn't join band. I lost something to look forward to. Therefore even though I go home early, I don't feel happy. It's this empty feeling inside me. You think you will get better results? Nah. I couldn't find the mood to study.
Interact club's great, but I dont feel like I belong there.
Sometimes I really wonder if I've made the right decisions.
Ok bye people :D Stay cheerful! Stay crazy!
PS My neck's hurting like shit now.
Monday, April 2, 2012
Yishun Life
Ya. I only manage to upload these three photos out of the many. LOL. My computer really too slow I also don't know what to do. Heh. :X
Saturday, March 31, 2012
Hold on to your promises
Hey I'm blogging again . (:
Life's been fine, somtimes great. I can feel myself changing. Yes, I felt it. I'm talking to more people, more open minded, happier. Bumped into quite a few people I know on the street as well and one of them is someone significant to me! Feels like that someone enters my life again! :)
But I'm getting more easily irritated. Can't stand noise. Easily annoyed. Lucky for me, they happen only when I'm studying or after I studied. I don't know. But work are starting to pile up already. I 'm glad I rejected my aunt's offer to work during the weekend. I managed to revise quite a lot today. Really. No more working fr me! If not I wonder how I'm going to cope!
If you haven't know, I'm crazily, seriously addicted to running man! It's a korean variety show btw. Super fun and funny! Great way to relieve stress too! :D
I watch it when I'm too stress. When I'm happy. And sometimes when I'm sad :(
You know, I don't know how to trust ppl. Seriously don't know. I really suspect I have trust issues. I don't know who is real, who is fake.
But so, in this world you are together with ppl yet alone. Does it matter really?
Life's been fine, somtimes great. I can feel myself changing. Yes, I felt it. I'm talking to more people, more open minded, happier. Bumped into quite a few people I know on the street as well and one of them is someone significant to me! Feels like that someone enters my life again! :)
But I'm getting more easily irritated. Can't stand noise. Easily annoyed. Lucky for me, they happen only when I'm studying or after I studied. I don't know. But work are starting to pile up already. I 'm glad I rejected my aunt's offer to work during the weekend. I managed to revise quite a lot today. Really. No more working fr me! If not I wonder how I'm going to cope!
If you haven't know, I'm crazily, seriously addicted to running man! It's a korean variety show btw. Super fun and funny! Great way to relieve stress too! :D
I watch it when I'm too stress. When I'm happy. And sometimes when I'm sad :(
You know, I don't know how to trust ppl. Seriously don't know. I really suspect I have trust issues. I don't know who is real, who is fake.
But so, in this world you are together with ppl yet alone. Does it matter really?
Thursday, March 15, 2012
live
Hi people, I am having my piano exam tomorrow morning! *nervous*
It's been long since I blog a proper post. Talking about my life, what has been happening, what is going to happen etc.
Honestly, I don't know what to say too. I mean, how, if I can sum up my life now in one sentence.
The the past few days, I have been chionging piano. And I mean it. Chiong to the extent I'm sick and tired of the piano. Chiong till everytime I thought of piano my hand hurts. But it's okay. Because after tomorrow, all of this is going to end.
*PRAY*
I really pray that everything goes well. Because now I feel like almost every part can go wrong. The moment I get too nervous. The moment I mind blank. The moment I play wrongly and panicked. Gg.
Putting piano aside, my friends say I look like cat!! To be more specific, they say I look like zhao cai mao!! Do I???
I'm not very happy! :( Because it means my face very fat! :(
Zhao cai mao the face yuan yuan one mah!
So I'm now half rabbit half cat! ~~ (sounds weird, looks weird!)
Talking about friends, for a period of time, I'm quite upset because of friend stuff.
Here comes Jc, here go friends~ If you know what I mean.
And then I start to reflect about it. Is it really worth it? Because of Jc life, I start to drift away from my beloved friends.
The tight schedule is one thing, fooling myself into thinking that if I miss all the outings or chattings and stay home, I will get good grades is another thing.
Because of that mindset, I feel empty.
I realise I need friends. I need friends I can talk to. To laugh with.
SHIFT OF MINDSET!
Studies is one thing, having a balanced life is another thing! :D
Do not because of studies you become no - life!
But do not forget about studies too!
Always blogging about biology, chemistry, how I cannot catch up in class blablah I not happy, you not happy too!
HAHAHA. YAY! I should have kankai earlier!
Anyway, I have been feeling good these days!
"I feel so good, ah! oh I feel so good ah! oh I feel so oh I feel so oh I feel so good ah! ah! ah! ah! ah~~~"
It's been long since I blog a proper post. Talking about my life, what has been happening, what is going to happen etc.
Honestly, I don't know what to say too. I mean, how, if I can sum up my life now in one sentence.
The the past few days, I have been chionging piano. And I mean it. Chiong to the extent I'm sick and tired of the piano. Chiong till everytime I thought of piano my hand hurts. But it's okay. Because after tomorrow, all of this is going to end.
*PRAY*
I really pray that everything goes well. Because now I feel like almost every part can go wrong. The moment I get too nervous. The moment I mind blank. The moment I play wrongly and panicked. Gg.
Putting piano aside, my friends say I look like cat!! To be more specific, they say I look like zhao cai mao!! Do I???
I'm not very happy! :( Because it means my face very fat! :(
Zhao cai mao the face yuan yuan one mah!
So I'm now half rabbit half cat! ~~ (sounds weird, looks weird!)
Talking about friends, for a period of time, I'm quite upset because of friend stuff.
Here comes Jc, here go friends~ If you know what I mean.
And then I start to reflect about it. Is it really worth it? Because of Jc life, I start to drift away from my beloved friends.
The tight schedule is one thing, fooling myself into thinking that if I miss all the outings or chattings and stay home, I will get good grades is another thing.
Because of that mindset, I feel empty.
I realise I need friends. I need friends I can talk to. To laugh with.
SHIFT OF MINDSET!
Studies is one thing, having a balanced life is another thing! :D
Do not because of studies you become no - life!
But do not forget about studies too!
Always blogging about biology, chemistry, how I cannot catch up in class blablah I not happy, you not happy too!
HAHAHA. YAY! I should have kankai earlier!
Anyway, I have been feeling good these days!
"I feel so good, ah! oh I feel so good ah! oh I feel so oh I feel so oh I feel so good ah! ah! ah! ah! ah~~~"
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
laziness
Reward comes to the hard working. The lazy always lag behind. If you are lazy and do not study, how will you gain knowledge? You will remain ignorant. If you are lazy, your exam will come but your studies will be not finished. If you are lazy, your school bus will come, but you will miss it.
忍不住 想要愛你的衝動
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