You have to move on anyway

And so I spent my whole afternoon out for appointments.

I am now so into this awesome story book.

I love long bus/car/mrt rides now, with this book.

And I am like early for my appointment for near two hours.

I hate to wait. But it matter no more since I can't wait to continue my boook.

Awesome. No worries.

Time seems to past fast as well.

And I was on the bus reading, there was this auntie who suddenly talked very loudly to me,

asking iff she coulld sit in.

People then turned to look at me that moment.

I wonder if she talks that loud all the time.

Things became awesome after reading I dont understand why.

I was with my thoughts all the while.

Babies are awesome!

Like seriously. So pure so innocent.

Then I thought, everyone was awesome.

It's just that as years got by, you just got more awesome or less.

Negative or not I don't know.

But whatever it is, I hate it.

I just didn't take it seriously nowadays.

Don't blame me. As i'M not with you this time.

I seriously hate it. I 'm not being too positive ya knw.

Just that I choose to believe. In people, in things.

Then I thought.

I have always thought that there's no limit in everyone.

You can achieve anything.

But.

There will be limit if that person limit him/herself.

"She can't do it." She won't change."

It starts to make sense.

Anw, BACK TO MY AWESOME BOOK!:D

Shoot for the moon and if you miss you'll still be among the stars.

I SLEPT FULL 8 HOURS!(Y)

new

I ANNOUNCED: I HAVE CHANGED INSTRUMENT.

THAT'S IT.

Hahaha! Today is the FIRST day.
It seems so not real, like a dream.

I felt like it's too rush, not much consideration.
However, I know this is what I want.

I am happy and satisfied with the situation!@.@

However, no one believes me!!
You all will know soon. Don't believe also no choice.

Lols!
Still a secret though, tomorrow will be the day everything revealed!!

I'm glad^.^

Day 2: Describe your actions in detail

No nap in the afternoon.
Stop all other stuffs at 9pm.
And to :
washing up in 10mins time.
pray in 5mins time.
pack bag in 15mins time.

Be on the bed at 9.45pm sharp.

Day 1 : Name your habit

Sleep at 10pm daily.

that love comes

Aww. So sweet! The drama was so sweet. Can't stop smiling!!
Just so in love with nice dramas^.^

这一秒开始相信，幸福就会靠近。

just a little more and you will get there

Hahas! I am happy now@.@
Just now. Yeah. Just now, I didn't feel right.
Felt pissed and have slight headache.

Especially when you were doing homework and your phone kept ringing.
Yeah, I know that my ringtone is like super nice.

But it was irritating.
When it was Coming from irritating people.

Anybody's message welcomed.

But not from someone. :/


I was doing chemistry. And halfway through I lie down on my bed.

My mom: If you want to sleep, go and sleep
Me: I don't want to sleep.
My mom: Then why did you lie there
Me: Because I don't want to do work.

I want neither!!

I want to watch my drama, I want to slack.

Urgh irritating.

BUT NOW I FEEL MUCH BETTER.

Because I am doing what I want :p

Hahahs! Shall get down to work tomorrow.

Ah sucks! ZXCVBNMTYUIOPSDFGHJ
Blah blah blah.
Whatever
I AM GOING TO SLEEP!

Its so same yet so different

1st time I went to a concert alone. Nice!xp

It was Republic Poly's concert, it was great.

And I had a wonderful night!

I want go for another band concert again!!

Can't wait!~

Going alone is nice, as I will be able to go into my own thoughts.

I enjoyed their band performance,

even though it did not stir a feeling in my heart like how mcb once did.

I can't wait to do new stuffs I never did before!

It's so exciting and challenging.

Now is 2am plus and I am like so awake:'(

Hheh, TILL THEN!:D

Purpose is the best motivator

Today when my schedule is free, my phone was quiet. Which I was quite glad.

It was like a getaway.

I thought hard. Lots of buzzing questions with no answers.

What do I want to do with my life.

Studies, music whatever whatever, why am I doing all this -to achieve what?

You worked hard, you studied hard, to achieve something.

But I am not like,

" Yes I really really want to achieve __points . OR I really really want to get into__JC. "

I didn't have this kind of thoughts.

There's something that I really really want to achieve though.

A Silver.

Anw, that's another whole new story.

And just then, I realised something.

The root to the answer I am looking for -I have too little experience.

I expect myself to know what I want when my experience was limited.

Piano, violin, band, they were all music related.

I did not try out new things I never dared to try out.

A quote which apply "Try doing stuff you don't usually do."

TILL THEN!:D

Yeah, I was scolded by people today and yesterday.
I shall remember and reflect on what they said.

You close your eyes. And when you open, you realise that everything has passed.

Things that you did not do left undone.

Time pass by just like that.

Moral: If there is anything you wanna do, just do it, now.

Time waits for no man.

My Wish

To all my close friends, meaningful lyrics:)

I AM BACK FROM CAMP!:D

But I really missed it:'(
It was really awesome!~

My previous post where I mentioned, "it is a really very difficult decision to make"
Yeah, I was refering to this camp.I was.
I really dread going for it. I guess I didnt want to get out of my comfort zone.
But I went. Which I'm glad I did.

My brother went," You never know, it may be a blessing in disguise."
I stood by the door and smiled to myself, yes, it was.

Now I'm homed.

INSTRUCTOR BEAR. I miss him the most!XD
He really transformed me. He is really awesome.
He gave me all his great advice which pushed me to overcome my fears.

I am really really really grateful to him.

I have learnt things that have far exceeded the 60bucks I paid.
Those are really invaluable to me.

In 4 days, I felt like I'm away for long, yet time seems to pass in a blink of an eye.

I have learnt to not give up no matter how frustrating it can get, you just have to try again and again. Never give up on your people.

I have learnt to be more expressive. Do not just do all the work behind, let them know.
Let them know you are the leader.

I have learnt to work as a team. Teamwork is like damn emphasized in this camp.
And I am better at managing my time after undergoing this camp.

My instructor touched me. This camp touched me.

SL Retreat 2010, AWESOME! :DDD

Happy Birthday. 01112010 . 58 .2000 batch